Follow The Rabbit

2010-02-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

one of my crappy days again u know. past few days I have been having upset stomachs.

woke up from a bad dream. kinda shitty feeling.

late, not much time for anything.

rushed through everything and then didn't feel like eating anything. but got a packet of instant noodles to fill my stomach for lunch.

felt THE nausea and stopped.

got on the bus and left for piano.

nice piano lesson. pretty cool.

came back, ate, got down to business... see tomorrow is kinda my final EM3A exam. naturally for me, a procrastinator, I had not touched the books till 6pm at night. sadly couldn't find my books.

THEY HAD MY FORMULA SHEET IN THEM 1!!!!one!!! NUUUUUUU

*insert fffffffuuuuuu rageguy here * hehe.

anyway i freaked out. i hadn't learned Laplace Transforms chapter,and I have to admit, my EM3A lessons made good naptimes.

i studied over the internet. THANK GAWD FOR INTERNETZ !!!!!11

hehe. and past year exam papers. lucky.

now time to see how i fare in the exam hall tomorrow.

...

...

yea this is kinda how every of my pre-exams studying were. horrible right?

okay. yea bye.

currently listening : Anesthetize - Porcupine Tree

2010-02-07T19:38:00.001-08:00

AHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHH GAHHHHHHH !!!!!1!

Im so dead. tomorrow's my final "exam" for avionics systems. been doing great for the rest of that module.... the thing is : I HEVENT BOGHT THE TECKSTBOOK !!!! AHHHH !!!11!!1!

i got through the rest of the module by reading other people's textbook ON the day of the tests. and I survived all the way until now. im pinning my hopes on those with textbooks tomorrow !!! muahahahahahahahahah...

oh yea another thing. I know i've finished grand theft auto 4 and I got full lieks with everyone in the game. wut do i do now. i dun want to go search for pigeons, i dun want to jump stuff. i dun want to find cars and stuff...

I shoot things up. police comes. I drop grenades on police. 3 stars. road blocks blow up. helicopter comes. I RPG helicopter, drive away. police hit me until my car explodes, i come out. I shoot millions of cops. soon I die... turn off my ECKSBOCKS !!! GRARRRR !!! i dun feel like playing.

can someone recommend me a gaem. Ima BORED !!!!!!11!!

2010-02-06T09:51:00.000-08:00

hey, im just about to go to sleep... trying out polyphasic sleepping !!!11!!! haaaahh o.o haahhhhh !

i think im going to sleep everyday like this...

10pm

2am

6am

10am

2pm

6pm

for 30 mins everytime... that'll mean i will be awake forrrrr.... i dunno .... LONGER THAN YOU !

muahahahahahahahahahaha

kk time to catch my nap.

prblem is, uhh, it'll probably take me about 30 mins to get tired while i lie on the bed trying to sleep... so....

dammit -.-

time tuh sleepppppppppp !!! ( try to)

2010-02-05T05:33:00.000-08:00

i just realised that... my facial expression always says " fuck you " (if you've seen me before).

except when i smile its probably like "fuck me"...

if i could ever express my faces in emoticons it would probably be

f**k you -> -.-

fk me -> xD

...

sad huh.

oh yea. woke up, got out of bed , got a cuppa. sat at computer and facebooked. looking up, i noticed i was late.

loads of things I had to do inbetween.

new contact lens, throw out old ones, scoop out the new ones from swimming in that strange liquid gravy thingy. yippee.

take my flight simulator joystick. (hand carried o.o)

take my borrowed CD's to return to library.

go down to the mrt station holding a joystick in the hand, so that i could renew my concession.

awkward stares from people. wonder what they were thinking.

*cue dreamy flashback thing*
eerong holding joystick bomb controller thingy ready to squeese trigger :" everybody get down on the ground or i blow the shit out of you ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! now im going to ..... take a free train ride!!!! "

*jumps the ezlink gate * muahahahahahahahahaha

*back to reality*

nope not really. but... yea it was kinda awkward walking in holding what seemed like some bombing device...

i felt really really good on the bus! like i was high on life for unknown reasons.
got to school and did my computer programming stuff lesson. felt really realleh hungreh. so i went and got myself milo nuggets. and then i saw redbull and felt like taking one.

needless to say my hungry body absorbed all the redbull. i went a bit on the fastlane.

too fast.

got another can before i left school and went to wait at the bus stop.

worse thing ever when u have 2 cans of redbull in your stomach ? waiting for the bus.

even worse ? it comes 45mins late, packed.

even worse ? it takes an hour to get to my stop, packed, stuck in traffic and buzzed.

u know that kid that makes silly expressions and plays around with the aircon nozzle thingamajig when he's bored. that would be me.

okaayyyyy...

guess thats all. see ya. (not really)

currently listening : Learning to live - Dream Theater

2 cans of redbull and caffeine and an empty stomach = WHOAAHHHHHHHBZZZZZZZZTTTTT

2010-02-04T08:04:00.000-08:00

hey, uhh... so I uploaded a video on youtube. its muh super awesome avionics system project *executes super enthusiastic grin face with thumbs up*

oh uh okay. so thursdays. happy birthday darren o.o

x___x okay just lemme find the link for the video thingy...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgQDICmJjI0

OH YEAAAAAAAAA....

anyways... im bored. really really really really bored. friday's going

to be awesome cos theres no IAM at the start of the day.

tht means i go to school at 1pm, leave at 4pm. muahahahahahaha

currently listening : Can't buy me love - The Beatles

so.....

yea....

...

bye

my head -> wall.

2010-01-29T09:20:00.000-08:00

iPad...

no rly ?

what I really want to know is who played this prank on that fucker steve jobs... lol

what i'd imagine was *steve at Apple coffee (and caviar) station with marketing director*

"hey man, so what do you think we should call our new tablet thingy"

marketing director: *thinks about ipod and somehow connects them to tampons and periods and stuff*

how about iPad? *sniggers*

jobs : "OMG UR GENIUS "

marketing director : "uhh mr jobs sir, i meant that as a joke"

jobs : "i don't get it"

He doesn't get it.

...

uhh could someone do that ba dum tsht drum thingy. lols...

2010-01-29T09:09:00.000-08:00

wow... reading the last post made me feel like a dick. sry for being so morbid.

anyway today I spent my whole day drawing on my fullscap pad. guess what I drew.

pokemansssss lols. (ur thought : oh no not again )

yes. lols i drew skarmory, and then I thought : " not bad ". so i went on and drew sandslash and scyther, and then ran out of pencil lead. continued with pen : flygon, and cubone. lols

-.- i feel lame. haha pokemon

anyway. when going home after school, me and jie qiang were walking down the back gate slope. it was drizzling. and then right in front of us was this huge foggy mist thing. rain was pouring heavily about 50m away from us. when we realised this, we quickly ran back to school. the rain chased us lols. it was like some action movie chase scene. OMG. about 20m away from shelter the rain caught up and drenched us for like half a minute lols.

it was kinda cool.

yea... :/

currently listening : Mercy Mercy Mercy - Cannonball Adderley

2010-01-21T08:26:00.000-08:00

finally another piano lesson. been feeling slightly on the edge of sanity lately. found myself talking to myself a while ago... I've been absent from my bodily shell, if you were talking to me, that wasn't really me, at least I don't think it is... its just a coward. fucking coward.

don't even want to practice my bass much anymore, feel like just sitting infront of the computer pressing refresh. seeing if anyone even cares. everyone is just scattering around like ants, living their machine lives. fuck them. its okay, you're all busy trying to secure yourselves.

its like twisting a piece of cloth. the torsion is taxing on my sanity. theres no internet and even if there is, theres nobody there. and even if there is, they are saying the exact same thing as me right now. where is everyone, why is everyone hiding. where is the real everyone.

be real fucking happy, when u die, u can tell yourselves you won this game, by studying hard, getting a job, getting a wife, spreading the STD of human life, and feeling good in this melancholic nightmare.

after all, this is real life, its not a game. when u die, its real life... whats the fucking difference really. whats stopping you from taking a gun and shooting up a few other human beings, then will you realise that real life is actually gaming at its best. that the whole world is just your sandbox mode.

WDYDWYD ?

because somebody has to. and nobody wants to.

currently listening : Hey you - Pink Floyd

2010-01-17T20:57:00.000-08:00

monday. somehow I can't wait for saturday 4pm again. all my time wasted sitting in this classroom when I could be out improving myself.

speaking of which, I seem out of touch with by bass playing. everything seems messed up. something's up, i cant tell but its eating me inside out.

got to go, another monday to survive.

currently listening : Way out of Here - Porcupine Tree.

yea I was watching star wars, dint read ur sms.

2010-01-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

open house was absolutely disappointing. hardly any freebies and loads of exaggerated course information. haha. yea im just another freeloader. At least I scored a few stuff :

candy floss.

popcorn.

came home and started practicing bass till night time. Its been the same story throughout the week. Im hiding from everyone I can avoid, I don't really know why. I just don't want to meet anyone at all. I just want to go to school finish up, run back home and practice my bass till night.

know whats the scary part ? i like it.

doesn't seem like anyone bothers anyway. so. rather not be a liability. I've been doing tonnes of ear training by myself and with my teacher. its hard to visualise on a piano when i kinda know what reletive pitch comes out on a fretboard.

really wish I could use what I know on the bass, other than to practice it even more everyday. Im becoming a zombie. maybe a band, but i hate interaction.

currently listening: A day in the Life - The beatles.

damn.

2009-11-22T17:51:00.000-08:00

ugh. give me more time I need to clear DEL homework or surely die !!! I have to go down to Janek Gwizdala's masterclass today. hope I learn something useful. cos that would be totally awesome.

I woke up to a nightmare again. Love nights like these.

i cant really remember but I know I was in the car when theres this sudden rain, and a dark patch of space in the sky. and it looked really freaky and shit. and there were dancing colours in the sky while I was on the way home. when I was at home, there were dead bodies everywhere. I run up to hide inside my house. I see people in the back burying the dead. then I look at the other window and theres like a headless body standing there, like just beheaded. and then I go outside and get chased by a ravage. I stabbed him with a screw driver in one hand and a blunt knife in the other. I got to admit I enjoyed that -.-

he just wouldn't die, I had to stab off both his hands.

woke up. wish I hadn't. will be awhile before I get any more of these awesome dreams.

Currently Listening : Way Out Willy - Seamus Blake.

go listen, its awesome.

RED MESSIAH II

2009-11-21T04:34:00.000-08:00

Hey you. U have to see the bass I got ! I plugged it into the amp and blu jaz and kinda rattled the whole place with the low C# on my b-string. 5 strings are so kickass.

anyway Greg's lesson today was extremely tough. But it makes me wanna really pick up the bass and practice it until I got IT totally.

... bren asked me to go out today. I guess I have no time lols. I have tonnes to do. I might even just go into hiding until everything is done. heheh.

hmmm. anyway heres some pics to illustrate my blog a bit. -.- just a few of them.

check this out. Its my bass. headstock says " Fender JAZZ BASS made in mexico" took it when i finished warming up at blu jaz. aint it just sexy. RED MESSIAH II.

lol this is the stage. coloured led lights shining from above give it a fusion kinda glow. distracting when playing LOLS. cool when watching people play.

the RED MESSIAH II will totally kick ur ass right in your faces. (if thats possible) (no rly.)
and then bartolini pickups will totally drown you out.
say hello to "BADASS V BRIDGE"
you : "HI BADASS V BRIDGE"
BADASS V BRIDGE: " ..."

badass V bridge is too BADASS to say anything back to you. hehe.

thats all. xP

2009-11-20T07:33:00.001-08:00

wa lao why is everyone like " ZOMG TWILIGHT IS SO COOL AND SHIT"

twilight is so full of crap la. SMLJ.

vegetarian sparkly vampires with their own clique. with some fairytale love shit story. serious fag shit. GAY !

anyway. things been hectic lately. so much homework to do I think I need to clone myself. More and more cool songs from greg to learn. awesome but no time.

yesterday whole NP flooddeddddddddddd... water was everywhere. school ended kinda early for me and my class so we walked to Bukit Timah plaza. SUN SHINING BRIGHTLY NO CLOUDS. then eat finish suddenly rain like mad dog simi lan ! Stuck in the rain for 2 hours, while I queued for a taxi to go to my piano lessons.

last minute some fucking 2 maids come and say " excuse me the queue starts there " thought I cut the queue. FUCK THEM LA. then the 3 girls in front turn around never help only know how to laugh. stupid maids never even appologise when i told them i was there the whole time.

RETARDED SHIT HAPPENS !

2009-11-09T02:50:00.000-08:00

hello. today is a monday again. useless events that happen on random chance. another insignificant monday.

Monday means that I would have to go for IS class : CATS, followed by sports and wellness. sadly CATS and SNW both occur consecutively. CATS was on elearning. means I am free to stay at home and use the computer. but since I have SNW right after, I have to go down to school to use my laptop so that im not late for SNW.

after that useless cats lesson, I went for SNW , straight away rain. why make it rain NOW. street soccer league hasn't started because of this shit. random chance.

Anyway, I have to go down to Blu Jaz for greg's lesson. I wonder if im up to it. I only learnt 2 of his 4 songs. I don't have the time to fully learn the other 2. my head is about to explode.

so i take my face and bash it into a mirror. I wont have to see the pain. bleed.bleed. this state is alleviating as the hurt turns into hating. atticipating all the fucked up feelings again.

2009-10-26T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hi again blog. I haven't been writing in here for a while. guess nobody actually reads this anyway. heh. Well Ak has gone off for his exams. worried whether he will actually make it. x( nvm, ganbatte !!!

anyway. Since school start Its been great. except for Mondays. yes today is monday.

first up is the CATS shit. A module not really needed. and the people there seem to get on my nerves. why are they so cheerful and prissy. go ahead and live in ur fucking barbie fairytale world. ugh.

then for sports and wellness, I joined Street soccer, the teacher made me a captain for my team. My Team = PHAIL. not to say so bad but really it is. And to think I'll be stuck with them for the whole module. Get ur fucking game on please. ur letting the team down.

other than that, i guess I miss japan. I love the drinks they have down there. Natchan !!! not to mention all the Qoo flavours ! x) if I could live there it would be so great.

Im stuck in suspended animation now, music has been bad for me. I've done all I can but really, its my bandmates. I guess this is my curse. I'll be stuck like this forever.

Currently listening : Pink Floyd - Dogs.

sigh.

2009-09-25T12:49:00.000-07:00

hi. I just came back from chalet. it was kinda boring. but I love nights where I can just sit back and stare blankly and converse with myself. happy birthday brendan. -.-

I feel anxious to advance. Theres really nothing left to do now. I just want to go back to school and try to pull up my underaverage GPA. and for music. If no one is there to do it with me. I guess I might even resort to doing everything myself. thanks for wasting my time. and money.

I feel like building the wall again.

Ee Rong. Reclusus.

2009-09-16T14:15:00.000-07:00

omg k. I just watched District 9. yea I kinda downloaded it >.< (dont judge me). Its friggin awesome. I love the way they show the way humans would treat aliens if they came in poor and malnutritioned. The way a government might handle it and the truth hidden by the media. Its awesome. Though I was kinda freaked out by the way the instable mutation of the protagonist was so ughhhh... I mean, his nails and teeth drops off. haha

Watching the show kind of puts you in a position where you would support the protagonist against the human race, which is kind of cool because thats what the world is like now, with the exception of an alien slum.

do yourself a favour and watch the show, its so freaking cool. I don't care, download it or something.

2009-09-14T21:15:00.000-07:00

haha I'm eating cereal right now. its probably the best cereal i've ever tasted. k maybe exaggerating. but its really really really good. Post's Blueberry Morning. its like Honey bunches of oats (mmmmm). only with blueberries >.<

i mean. other cereals, like Cap'n crunch and stuff. their okay but after eating a few days u think "ugh too crunchy" or something. sorry captain !

haha. recording on the other hand, is going as slow as possible. its not even a humane speed. I doubt anyone has ever gone this slow. I just got sent the file to hear how it turned out. It turned out like shit. really.

2009-09-13T13:21:00.000-07:00

Ever wondered how the world works on such odd aspects. Sometimes I feel that the culture in some parts of the world have evolved to a slow dissolving of tolerance on some taboo acts. The fact that people may accept some disturbing acts and shun others which are not as taboo.

Is it right that sex before marriage, which leads to unwanted pregnancy is accepted and commonplace in some countries ? Whereas some people are more prone to give a dirty look at some lesser acts of poor morals.

This world breeds on one thing. Stupidity. and lets not forget, Conformity.

on a lighter note.

Is it fair that I put in my time, money, and mind into working late hours just so someone else can use up his time on other hobbies. So that he can bitch to me about all his shit and how he's going to show those people who looked down on him, when I am the one who created all of this. Its not that I am selfish and do not want to gift my compositions. But if you do not even practice enough to be able to play my creations, spending all your time on playing flight simulator x instead, I do not think you deserve achievement. Nothing should be passive income after all.

2009-09-13T13:13:00.000-07:00

Though I may have put in a lot of work for the album, it will only go as fast as it's weakest link. that is, Stop being such a wuss and do the only thing I ask of you. Record the parts I have written for you.

Other than that, guess the album is coming along fine. I wonder if anyone would be willing to sign us up... I do feel our sound quality might be mediocre. heh.

Guess what. I'm going to Japan. sadly It would interfere with 1 lesson of my piano and I can't join Greg's workshop because of the trip. but wouldn't it be awesome.

anyway i didn't get a job this holiday. OMG money was spent. I'll never wait for anyone else for a job ever again. Waiting is such a tiring thing to do. In the end, time is wasted because of another person. Is it not in your nature to seize the day ? I guess you should start by doing my recordings. After all, you have only been a let down.

Fear Of A Blank Planet

2009-09-02T14:04:00.000-07:00

Sunlight coming through the haze
No gaps in the blind
To let it inside
The bed is unmade
Some music still plays

TV, yeah it's always on
The flicker of the screen
A movie actress screams
I'm basking in the shit flowing out of it

I'm stoned in the mall again
Terminally bored
Shuffling round the stores
And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing

X-box is a god to me
A finger on the switch
My mother is a bitch
My father gave up ever trying to talk to me

Don't try engaging me
The vaguest of shrugs
The prescription drugs
You'll never find
A person inside

My face is mogadon
Curiosity
Has given up on me
I'm tuning out desires
The pills are on the rise

How can I be sure I'm here?
The pills that I've been taking confuse me
I need to know that someone sees that
There's nothing left I simply am not here

I'm through with pornography
The acting is lame
The action is tame
Explicitly dull
arousal annulled

Your mouth should be boarded up
Talking all day
With nothing to say
Your shallow proclamations
All misinformation

My friend says he wants to die
He's in a band
They sound like Pearl Jam
The clothes are all black
The music is crap

In school I don't concentrate
And sex is kinda fun
But just another one
Of all the empty ways
Of using up a day

How can I be sure I'm here?
The pills that I've been taking confuse me
I need to know that someone sees that
There's nothing left I simply am not here

Bipolar disorder
Can't deal with the boredom

You don't try to be liked
You don't mind
You feel no sun
You steal a gun
To kill time

You're somewhere, you're nowhere
You don't care
You catch the breeze
You still the leaves
So now where?

haha i love this song. Anyway Opeth is coming this 28 October. if you're going. look me up. x) im going to japan. and all i can ever think of is my album.

2009-08-30T11:42:00.001-07:00

been up lately with only one thing on my mind. music. well, to narrow it down, I would say MY music.

diamonds in the curtain is progressing at an unstoppable rate. everything seems to be flowing in and out. ideas and progressions, riff and licks. and I, shall put them in their place.

written 2 riffs that i really can't take my mind off. And I cant wait to reveal them. I want to record the songs down now but Its not the time to showcase them to the critics.

Other than that. I spend my days waiting for the eggs to hatch before I count my chickens. zzz

2009-08-29T10:41:00.001-07:00

hey, guess what... I finished Diamonds in the curtain, title track of the album. now its just 5 more songs to record. 2 of those songs to finish writing. 1 of those songs to wait for basil to finish writing. and 3 of those to write lyrics on.

seriously im getting blur from this shit.

I guess I'm gonna need to buy a fender jazz bass to play when I join grooveworks with greg lyons. 'cos its what i've been wanting to get for ages, im going to save up for it.

having such a huge headache now.
Reasons : UNKNOWN.
Solution : ENDURE.

2009-08-26T23:35:00.001-07:00

hey Im back, since exams are over I guess its easier to blog on my free time haha.
so much money on me yesterday, that I decided to spend it all away. what I decided to buy:

That would be Rush's Moving Pictures album (extremely hard to find omg) and Opeth's Watershed album (quite an outstanding album, by other's opinion. Not as good as Blackwater Park, by my opinion) haha.

cost me a tad bit over $40. But Im so happy to acquire these in my collection. MUAHAHAHA !

now its just in search of a job and to learn how to use the friggin Ableton Live software for recording. GAWD this is tough. lucky theres such a thing as YOUTUBE !

bye guys.

ways to spend money

2009-07-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

I'm having one of those momments where I need to buy something really really really REALLY REALLY REALLY BADLY. LOLS. AHAHS. >.< *hysterical shaking*

heres what I wanna get :

first pic is Sennheiser CX 300. So far in stores its $129 but that pricing is way too overated. I know someone out there has one pair to sell for so much cheaper. Please lol !

second pic is a sexy bose Around-Ear Headphones. sound quality is so desirable and I fell in love with it at the apple store area of the best denki at Plaza sing. $199

Money MOney MONEY ! hahah I need YOU !

...

Why have you come back ? I thought you all left me. Why are you back. I have already accepted the fact. Its different now.

alto

2009-07-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

yes. I finally signed up for the piano lessons down at Play By Ear. Im kinda sad that I have to go through a few months of pop piano before I can get down to Jazz. but I guess its okay. This is awesome LOLs.

then after signing up, went down to burlington square ( carrying my heavy bag) to try and find my alto saxophone that I have been SOOOOOO wanting to learn >.<

found one with a versatile tone and perfect price even though its brand new. haha desirable :3

sitting at home dying from thirst even though I drank up the whole carton of Nutritea. x____x drank so much water, but my throat is still parched. *coughs*

can't wait to start my lessons. Its next tuesday, by the way. 4:45pm .

...

I want to play the saxophone...and learn how to play swing and jazz on that. then theres so many songs I wanna play with it. hahaha

like Birdland - Weather Report. and Monsieur F.D. - Rosario Giuliani. and Shine On You Crazy Diamond - Pink Floyd ( always liked the sax solo there)

haha guess thats all, back to opperation hydration !!!

half empty

2009-07-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

lol i found Pink Floyd's The Wall album down at ngee ann's library. Im shocked that they would even have that album, or to that matter, Animals album and Wish You Were Here album. lol.

Guess Im such a lazy idiot. I was too lazy to write up a lot more for the IS project so I handed up half assed work to project leader. zzz haha.

listening to Jaco Pastorius right now.

im going to start piano lessons soon. it'll be great

days that have come to past

2009-07-02T02:53:00.000-07:00

I guess I haven't been remembering to blog. well this is what happened. I spent so much money before the week even took off. It was a monday. * flashbacks*

money in wallet : $170. I bought concession, leaving me with a hundred. and then proceeded to purchase my long awaited Dream Theater's Black Clouds & Silver Linings. x)

after that, I resolved my problems by acquiring my pair of Audio Technica Headphones. I still find the sound a little "canned" and not as whole and full. O well ! money limits its potential and quality.

by the way. I've been listening to Rosario Giuliani on his album Mr. Dodo. Its really awesome. but why cant I find a wiki page on him x____x

Schools been great. All my results are fine. I could have done better though. Except for Maths. because maths was supposed to get full marks but stupid penguin snorlax teacher gave nonsense excuses to pulverise my dreams and deprive me of my well deserved 3 marks from 100%. FML.

thats okay, I topped the class x)

now all I want is alto :3 haha. sweet alto saxophone.

seems it was my final hour

2009-06-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

haha this just in ! I realised I don't have school tomorrow x) I just decided to read my NP mail today, in which my teacher told me class was cancelled due to her leave.

YES ! Im so happy even for 1 day holiday. though that MOE guy didn't approve of the 1 week hols x( hmmmph

lol it turns out the only reason why I was kept out of the loop for my project was because nobody from my group forwarded the project to me and I was somewhat trying to keep status quo by keeping quiet ? I have no idea why I did that too.

Well I would like to buy my headphones tomorrow with the accumulated money x) finally replacing the ones stolen since day 1 x____x

wow I feel like playing a saxaphone. Alto . now its just finding one, good price and a safe place to keep it when im not blowing sweet jazz >.<

other than that, I guess I would like to know the reasons for my torment and eradicate it from my life.

lost in my head

2009-06-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

effin. today kinda sucks. I guess michael jackson dying was kinda shocking. Out in a flash. It makes today kinda cold, morbid, dry and sorrowful.

then again. I guess staying at home really slowly eats you bit by bit. until you go stir crazy. well Im probably in a psychomaniacal frenzy if that was true. Its been sims 3 or counter-strike 1.6 every minute. x___x

then I began to question whats happening. Im sitting at home hoping that someone will come and save me. I threw so much out how the heck to I jumpstart it back again.

Well, as always, Im out of cash to use. If anyone would give me some I would be so happy. You would be the hero that saved the lost kid who needed directions.

*does some project work*

I have decided that nothing should or would stop me from achieving in life.

No one's gonna stop me now.

Beast Feast J.East with a bit of swimming

2009-06-24T22:00:00.002-07:00

lol. went back to swim at Jurong east. attended : Alwin, Esvaran, Brendan, Alvin, Ee Wei, Ee Rong. Late : Aaron. Came only to the Beast Feast : Jasper hahahh. Those who Ran : Chin, Deva, Joshua Benja.

We went in, stuffed everything inside locker, and realised we dint rent FLOATS hahahah !!! that means no mega slide already haha x( but then just lazy river all the way, all the nonsense started happening, all attacking bren in the water >.<

after mega tonnes of swimming we went for the main event, which is the beast swimming haha. This is my Order :

1 Zinger Student Meal change potat to cheese fries

1 Ultimate Value Meal (Chicken Thigh )

hahah I really consumed all of it hahahahahhahahahah

Genting

2009-06-16T13:12:00.000-07:00

haha saddening la. Im going to Genting in about a few more hours. Not even bothering about going to sleep. why saddening ? cos Ak is coming down the mountain as soon as i ascend. lol why so uncoincidental concidence. x____x

spending my whole life in front of the computer playing sims 3. I even have it on laptop and play it sometimes. O GAWD. really cannot stop playing it.

yawn. its 4.16 in the morning. ROADTRIPS = music chionging. haha.

made sims lifes so shitty. this nerd guy had to live with an evil bully villian guy. and this fat slob had to live with a neat freak. haha really if you haven't even begun playing sims 3 play now. I can't stop.

tonnes of stuff i think i got to do but i have no idea how or what x(

I want to move ahead. Im swamped. at the bottom of this pithole

common test week commences

2009-06-09T02:53:00.000-07:00

hello there. its been a very long time since I posted the last entry. guess I've been a little disoriented lately. sleep patterns seem to take over my life. maybe I should try going polyphasic sleeping. haha guess not x___x

The first common test I took would be the ELTECH paper. reletively easy to those who completed the common test revisions. They were exactly the same >.<

Today I took maths eg2 paper. pwn3d. cos I M TEH pWNxORZZZZZ !!!! haha. easy . at least all my answers match with the majority. I hope I get full marks and not get some marks deducted cos markers dun want to give full marks >.<

guess thats all. I don't really know whats happening.

284.

2009-06-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

So Much WAS DONE ! Guess what nonsense was done today x)... see for yourself >.<

BUS 284 !!! SHORTEST BUS ! maybe shortest even in the WORLD ! haha what nonsense. took a bus from bugis all the way back to clementi to eat and take this amusement ride ! had a nice talk with the bus driver too haha.

heres an illustration of the bus ride !!!

yes 3 stops in walkable distance !!! haha.

Currently addicted to "A Remark You Made" - Weather Report.

weather report is such an awesome band with greats like zawinul and pastorius

blue jaz again

2009-06-01T09:25:00.001-07:00

wow. Just came back from listening to the 11 piece band. They are as tight as ever. it was great. solos and all. The original keyboardist came back to play for them. He was overkill, awesomeness x)

its something you will hardly see and few hardly understand and appreciate . jazz is such a wonderful thing.

AE camp was the worst. Didn't want to take part in anything so just slept and ate x). sports camp is the worse theme I have heard of.

humbled in their pressence.

stuck in octavarium

2009-05-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

wow I never thought life could be so mundane. Theres absolutely nothing that I want to do right now and yet, something is begging to be done. I want to record my songs for my album Diamonds In the Curtain. Masterpieces of pure soul ready to be digitally transferred and mixed.

... might use TNT studios. but I'll get a rig if i could ... T___T

anyway, I cant wait to play sims 3. It looks so awesome. the graphics are so delicious and character creation is as precise as ever .

2009-05-25T02:20:00.001-07:00

damn I cant believe the shit this world is giving. I swear humanity in the hands of these in majority is doomed to suffering and thoughtless decisions.

heres what happened. I was playing CS1.6 when i decided to play in the team illusion server. upon joining, the admin was saying a lot of stuff about "might as well close down the server" so i decide to ask " why admin kp? "

response from a total stranger was " because of f*cktards like you ! "

i got banned after... i have no idea to this date what happen. Its a wonderful live...

FML.

2009-05-23T02:31:00.000-07:00

stuck at home today. guess i'll give you a summary. Friday started out with me realising that someone played my iphone and completely drained it of power, I went to school without a bag. just wallet, keys and a pen. x) i love fridays. They are just so saturday-slackish -.-

got psyched into a camp though, all of us. tricked by my ENPS teacher haha. wont be seeing me as i am in the Loft at ngee. x____x

went home early that day and meeting plans were all turned down. halo 3 to accomodate me. bass practicing -.- got to go faster x)

same for today (saturday) I guess its the same shit over and over now

Angels And Demons

2009-05-20T04:27:00.001-07:00

movie checklist, ONE down, many more to go.

Watched angels and demons with ak, esvaran, eewei, raphael, junior yesterday. late post cos i was down and out in bed as soon as I made it back home yesterday. what a mega desirable movie. Really unbeatable x)

tom hanks face in movie = 10/ 10 movie rating ON THE SPOT ! haha.

only Alvin Kang Wen Tat can sleep in the movie and say boring x____x really la what species is THAT ! too bad brendan couldn't make it cos of school, alwin couldnt make it cos mega busy being safe at work >.<

today was quite okay, poly is like a holiday -.- especially with such simplicity in the education provided to me.

headphones still not bought, and currently working on a progressive album, but no progress is made -.- joke x)

2009-05-17T20:22:00.000-07:00

haha, hello. two days ago i bought halo 3, a few days after buying halo wars. I was kinda lucky to find one still hiding behind the corner of a comics connection shop going at $40 price.

I finished halo 3 in a day. I em teh pWNx0RXXzz !!!1 lololol

I realised something though, i flew a hornet up to the top of this forerunner structure where i saw this skull like thingy. I stared at it for a second and walked away. It was a hidden skull that i was supposed to look for. -.-

*corrupted sadness face now*

thats okay, back to school stuff nows

wish wish wish list list list

2009-05-13T08:29:00.001-07:00

broke ! I am Broke ! money was spent on Halo Wars. and I still have tonnes of things I need !

haha buy them for me kayz ?

1. Porcupine Tree Deadwing Album $20+-

- swear i need this, a lot more than it seems >.<

2. Sennheiser Headphones. $60 - 70

- basil said there is one that is better than Audio technica, and somewhat cheap

3.Clothes

- needed for poly.

4. Fender Precision Bass. $ 900+++

There are probably a lot of other sexier sounding bass, but i like this sound x)

thank you santa x) if i don't see this = j00r haedz on mAI platurzzz

panic attack

2009-05-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

OMG I need my headphones, I've been out of my daily rituals of Octavarium, Dark Side Of the Moon, and all my other sexy songs. I'll DIE !!!! DIEEEE

SOMEBODY SAVE ME ! Audio Technica save me !!!!

the story so far...

2009-05-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

this whole week has been hectic with homework and test. I think I owned the test x____x

then i've been out of my influence for a while. Making music has been a little tough for me. Im trying to pull out a concept album... feels like crap to lose sense of music

... am i the only one who senses that great gig in the sky - pink floyd has a small accidental miss beat at the starting

homeworkz

2009-05-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

I just finished my homework(s). all were too easy. But wtf, really too slack to procrastinate and compile all the homework till it creates a mountain, then finish it off.

Well, I'm a bit scared about the Complex numbers test coming up. COMPLEX NO. POLAR FORM, EXPONENTIAL FORM FTW !

PROCRASTINATORRSS UNITE ! x)

ahah, and i kinda just realised what is restaurant city.

shuddup , i know im slow !

Dear Friend

2009-05-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

Average and normality is not what we are to aim for, but what we strive to get away from.

Being able to do what others can't is the divide that separates us from the rest.

Why don't you come to your senses, the teacher , right now is your greatest weapon.

Ps. Don't die.

Its another sunday

2009-05-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

Sunday, coming again and again. Are you going to stay one day ?

mornings are quiet and mild, nights are cold and mysterious.

Its another sunday.

Traffic

2009-04-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

conjestion like constipation. everyday is a horror movie for me on any bus taken.

its the same for every timing. whole expressway is a steady stream of headlights and stationery cars. bus would be at an average speed of HALF a KM PER HOUR !!!!

Reaching would be about 20mins before lesson starts, I'll be at the bus stop waiting for the bus that brings me 2 stops down from the bus stop to the campus.

61, 184, 75+++

more people accumulate with feeding buses profusely pouring out with students.

I'll take the walk up that mountain.

why is clementi such a mountainous region -.- haha.

thing that pisses me off, front of the bus is packed to brim with students holding on at the door area. whereas the back of the bendy bus is just people who refuse to move and squeeze a bit, theres about 4 people standing at the trailing bendy bus. whereas front of the bus is HELL.

GET TO THE BACK LA !!! lazy fat bitches have so much inertia taking bus. Reluctance to move ! U NEED THE WALK !

ampersand

2009-04-28T08:05:00.001-07:00

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

concept of this would be a short instrumental song that shows what I feel about this sleek curvy ampersand sign. It would join 2 other songs together in track listing and act as a & in the listing.

Its currently in progress, its wild, and its mild, and its slender, and sleek, and devilish.

AMPERSAND.

flying aces

2009-04-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

I am playing flight simulator X on laptop now. Its so fun to play. but I suck so badly.

the guy on the radio is giving me instructions, and i have to fly the plane, with arrowkeys -.-

arrow keys do not judge sensitivity by how much pressure ur are forcing on it, giving the effect that ur joystick is pushed straight down to the MAX

a slight wind blows my prop airplane into a slant from ground and was slowly drifting off course, a press of an arrow key in attempt to resolve the problem, created more. my airplane was tilted 90degrees and hit by the oncoming wind like a windsail on a boat. since it wasn't streamlined to airflow, my aeroplane slid under the wind and went upside down.

have u ever flown something upside down. down means up and up means down, but in aeroplane throttle thing, up means down and down means up.

i pressed down to go up and it actually went down, and up was my down, and next thing i was down on the ground.

GG, THIS IS PURE CRAPPPPZZZZ

random segments of my code

2009-04-27T15:56:00.000-07:00

swine flu ? Spark that ignites fear in heart of many. haha. Why are diseases and other sudden changes happening in the world now ?

I think its temperature. Global warming is such an ongoing problem. Due to ignorance and complacency of human lifeform on our planet, it is inevitable for us to ever harvest the remaining lifeforce of this planet to sustain our species for the rest of our days. temperature could be inhibiting the growth of newer subspecies and bacteria.

For those who don't believe, isn't this just another sign of evolution. Such that the simple influenza may adapt and auto-correct its structure and purpose to pose a bigger danger, being more potent in its work.

so i has teh proposezz dat mai planz r to carry thru !

we use our aircons to cool the outside ! the whole earth will be so much cooler ! we canz combatings teh evil WARMING ! GLOBAL COOLING !

please note : do not do as sugested, it would cost us permanent damage to the ozone layer -.-

anyway. where is all our money going.

I spend money , you spend money, our expenditure will definitely have our necessities. That means, someone is earning our money. How can the entire world be under an economic crisis, some party has to benefit from this drop the economy. There would only be one explainable answer, our government. It is a way of control against us, yet we would not know much about it. If government were to keep all our money from taxes and expenses, they could induce a state of economic crisis into the state, and keep us all in check. Wouldn't we cease spending our money as soon as we heard that we are all in monetary problems ?

If the whole world went into economic crisis, the ratio between each currency GPD would bring the world back into order, a simple balance between the countries. however, if one party has all the money, the economy would somewhat freeze, if people don't spend money, people don't earn money, a vicious circle that is an impulse for everyone to spend.

reasons why the government may want to do this, may be to keep in check our wastages. Global warming is eminent, fear of high electricity bills would hold us from leaving that light switch on. Or letting the water run down from tap to drain. This would somewhat slowly leave our natural resources, only slightly decreasing.

Whether to heed this warning of the warming, or to leave this as it is is your problem.

because if I die by the end of today, it would be just the same.

dis is teh stuffz I has to buyzz !!!!11

2009-04-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

haha had nothing much to do on a sunday night -.- so i guess i'll give u pictures of the nonsense I bought so far, to compensate and console myself for the loss of my beloved western lawn crumpler >.<
this was the pencil case i decided to buy from ripcurl, feels like a rip-off

crumpler i bought instead, its huge. like melvin sim yao bang's... complete seed blueeeeeee x)

sadly enough I have not replaced my lost Audio Technica headphones... I might not buy the exact same one though, depends on the sound quality that I received.

damn so far I have missed two episodes of survivor tocantins T_T i dunno where to find on internet to watch ... so its really quite saddening -.-

To : Guy who stole my crumpler

U DIE !

2009-04-24T10:38:00.000-07:00

slacking at KAP, left bag on table and went to buy food, when at macs. BAG WENT MISSING. IS A CASE OF STOLEN GOODS !

Items that were not in the bag at that time (shockingly) :

1. iPhone

2. Wallet present from AK

3. Laptop, which i decided NOT to bring on that very day.

Items that the burgler took -.- :

1. $60 Audio Technica Earphones

2.$20 bens and jerry's voucher , WHICH HE BETTER USE BY 30APRIL or really wasted .__.

3. my swiss card and army knife

4. death note which i use as a slacking NOTEBOOK

5. House keys

6. PAPER, RUBISH, RECEIPTS !!! JUST THROW INTO BAG .

7. MY CRUMPLER, AK IM SORRYY ITS GONNEEEEE !!!!!!! haha

haha

bought a blue complete Seed crumpler to replace, and bought slippers from newurb

jam with stillborn and then slack already, then go home x____x happy birthday satish x)

today, was somewhat sad. somewhat.

poly poly poly aiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-04-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

first day of poly was quite nice, but tonnes of irritating freshmen crowding around the atrium and bus area. haha, didn't really blog yesterday cos i came back and fell back to sleep.

Hey everybody, today is mega FREE CONE DAY. I'm gonna mega rush down soon with esvaran to meet bren probably. never really mixed with my class .__.

sitting at the atrium now waiting for esvaran to finish his class. Its SOOOOooooo Boring. radio heatwave is crap.

note to self : go down to tharen's house to do band stuff tonight x)

gig is soon i think, im dead. (quite >.<)

more songs are asking to be created. conceptualisations - odd timing riffs - dream theater breakdowns - all hell to break lose soon.... x)

Gales of Defeat Pt 1 to be recordeddddddddd

2009-04-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is school first day.

today

jamming was done

new song was creating

write ups are shit.

Corruption in calvin klein tharen pranks

and back home again to fear first gig

on the 25th.

prosti chalet

2009-04-16T02:41:00.000-07:00

prosti outing last minute chalet was an immediate success I guess.

Everyone met except chinlong and jb to go to downtown east. Then we slacked inside chalet for quite a while before going off to eat at Just Acia. This was quite a desirable thing since the milo was mega desirable and in Free flow. JB and chinlong came and we started slacking at Arcade.

Arcade was mega funny. Me and chinlong race on some stupid game that was so incredibly easy to drift out of control. Joshua benja was playing stupid truck driver game x)

We realised while playing foosball, that the when we lifted the table to shake the ball when stuck, the machine will release all the balls back. That means every time we finish playing, just have to tilt the machine and let it release its balls.

after that we went for swimming, all the nonsense happening there ah. Too tired. then slacking inside chal, we decided to go eat cos mega hung. So just go down to mac donalds and ate. Survived the rest of the night watching The Bucket List and Gridiron Gang. Both are mega desire inspirational movie thing.

after just bashing jb so badly i tell u, all the nonsense we did to him in bed. All the laughing at him. all the fat jokes x). Instant fun.

too tiring went back home and slept till NOW x)

Gales of Defeat Analysis

2009-04-14T16:15:00.000-07:00

It would seem Gales of Defeat Pt 1, the current song I'm working on, is gonna branch out quite a bit. So I would like to explain the concepts in the song, and plans to what I'm gonna do.

Gales of Defeat Pt 1 is about a man who suffers a loss of some kind. The main character is in a sad melancholic state of mind, and is instable.

The song has an instrumental medley which is comprising of a few different riffs and reprises of different parts of the song, eg. 6/8 to 7/8 odd timing riff. These different abrupt and consecutive riffs and segments tell the story in a visual picture of the inner insanity and wild decisions going through the main characters mind at the time. He is in a climatic state of shock in his loss.

These indivisual riffs will be taken out and made into songs which will explain the story to those who are not reading this, as to contemplate the visual picture of the character's state of mind.

Trivia : The initials of the song is GOD. The song is about a character's suicidal tendency after a huge loss. go figure.

me and my new headphones

2009-04-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

haha hi all. I'll tell u what I just splurged on -.- I used my stupid ATM card to swipe for Audio Technica Headphones. its not as good as joshua benjamin's mega headphones, but its definitely better than those crap I've been using given with my iPhone.

its my safe haven for quiet times; and times where you should get drunk on the sound of beautiful quality.

2009-04-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

today nothing much, finally saw chin long slacking. He was stuck at home for dunno how many years and ages. esvaran and chin were playing dayton again while waiting for bren and alwin to arrive.

then went to watch Fast and Furious 4. Sexy cars la. too desirable. wanna get !!!

please watch, everyone might say that storyline is shit, but as with all fast and furious, its not about the storyline, its all about the cars.

DRAGONFORCE!

2009-04-11T10:57:00.001-07:00

I went to watch dragonforce live at D'marquee today. friggin owns!

went to join some sorta empty queue outside D'marquee, and singaporeans, started to queue behind us somehow. monkey see monkey do ? so then we were second group in line in the normal queue, priority queue had about 15 people x)

so definitely we had space at the left side of the stage front area with the mega platform area. some singaporean band played first, quite okay band. then there was a break and dragonforce came out with a mega ownage HEROES OF OUR TIME ! followed by opperation ground and pound. then followed by Fury of the storm, then followed by warrior inside. zzz

then some sorta break before they came back out with Revolution Deathsquad and the last journey home. then it was Soldiers of our wasteland and then Valley of the Damned followed by last song Through the Fire and the flames. wooohooo. went to join a mosh pit and just bashed through a few people during thru the fire and flames. really awesome la.

shook hands/hi fived Vadim, Totman, Frederic, ZP theart... sadly herman li was playing a mega solo and hi fived Ak for a short pause in guitar solo... 0.o

yea. tis awesome x)

fun deal meal = complete nonsense x)

2009-04-09T13:01:00.000-07:00

haha today just went to downtown east with Deon and Esvaran. The trip was made so that we could enjoy the nebo privilege of $15 for the new mega fun deal meal nonsense.

we were entitled to : food + nonsense + ferris wheel ride.

by ferris wheel ride, i mean the huge worthless $0-income slacker contraption sitting in the newly built mall. YES, $6.50 usual price, which dumbass would sit. its not that an indoor ferris wheel even has any VIEW ! (outside windows = carpark, road. the end )

food was actually mega desirable at BBQ Chicken restaurant. All ate fish and chips. Mega fish, mega chips. too worth.

the main reason we were supposed to go there was because we were entitled to a utra expensive $70 massage at The Spa. FULLY BOOKED ! hahaha massage is shit sounding anyway.

whatever la. $15 for nonsense is worth it somewhat x_____x

600 dolla

2009-04-07T16:51:00.001-07:00

yes. 600 dollars. half of which go back to my parents. that is the rest of the lump sum of pay I received. mind you I actually already spent around 500 of my last pay. probably on nonsense like razer diamondback, alch and everyday survival (which happens to be nonsense like food)

brendan got his pay along with me. Yes I went back to office to collect it. Couldn't even be BOTHERED to go meet the rest of the people upstairs at my old workspace. Just collect and LEAVE.

however, bank already close so instead of spending the money like flowing tap water (initial plan), we went to see what we could actually buy.

below is a list of my necessities in absolute order of priority:

1. Headphones from audio Technica.

2. 1 or 2 pairs of pants or any suitable SPECIES of bottomwear.

3. band T-shirts. preferably, dream theater's, Iron Maiden, and maybe Dimmu or Cradle.

4. halo wars for xbox 360. Absolute MUST ! yeaaaaaaaa >.<

didn't sleep, watched porto vs man utd. Quite a saddening match.

blue jazz

2009-04-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

went down to blue jazz today to listen to their once a month 10-piece band. baritone sax and keyboards not here today.

lovely work as always. seems they have a new bassist too. he played a sexy bass solo. saxaphones were great too, as always x).

had an erdinger and afterwards left back for home. Great stuff every month

just to keep this blog alive, more literrally killing it instead.

2009-04-06T03:25:00.000-07:00

i don't know which is more dead right now, blog or my life. haha cos im stuck at home. and havent met tonnes of people in ages. this whole week has been spent staring at blank space listening to progressive songs to keep the time moving.

see I don't get why people cannot stand the length of Dream Theater, Porcupine Tree, Opeth songs. It just kinda drifts past with time. Listen until u forget timing, then suddenly song is over, u feel like restarting it x)

zzz guess its just a similar routine ritual kind of thing. Wake up : 2pm

Computer used from time I wake up. Facebook, Youtube, Reading blogs, Music, Youtube Music.

Then later, its bass guitar. no not really considered practice, I mean, practice would mean playing scales, finger warmups, apregios, cromatics. Guess its just playing whatever i want till it becomes some sort of make shift song.

KK this is a boring blog post by urs truely ee rong.

slacking at bugis new mall

2009-04-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

slacking was done at bugis newly opened mall. Arcade was mad ! the arcade was full of prostis seducing people to come play. and the winning rate for the arcade is mad. Everyone goes in and gets the stuff toys prize. and there was this machine that had all the D&G, hugo boss items were being won as if FREE !

played one, but alwin dint know, put in money, push the button ,supposed to hold he let go. GG

money gone.

there was movie event after, 12 rounds being watched. lovely movie.

then after that me bren es all slacking at the long johns, when suddenly see a whole barrage of SCDF fire trucks dashing to the scene. after eating we went to the scene, see eruption of mega smokescreen ! really like mad dog.

watched the whole shop at Rochor centre get razed to the ground haha! next to the shop was DBS. why the poor company suffer but DBS no damage ! haha !

went home after that, fire was brimming to the shop entrance, no firemen could enter...

finally back at boons

2009-03-30T19:39:00.000-07:00

went to boons for a jamming session to teach and jam the new song for the POTD, gales of defeat. Basil, after doing absolutely nothing for the song, turned up late. Esvaran Alwin Bren suddenly appeared and slacked there, but then all of them went away before the madness started.

see, I went to book 7.15 because basil said he would come here at this time. so then suddenly the woman at the counter let in another band thinking that it was mine. In the end, basil arrived at 7.45 we went in and the jamming only opens up at 830. so me tharen and basil went to macs to find esvaran and alwin, bren went home.

so shit i tell u, basil's stupid pedals couldn't work and he only needed it for distortion. took so much time to jam a simple song. hahahahahah. Gales sound awesome with my genius behind it.

eh, omg thanks for clicking on nuffnang ads. I earned 40c more -.- still $47.60 before i get paid. rmb, I click urs so click mine NOW.

bus fiesta

2009-03-28T11:28:00.000-07:00

hey i went out today just to drink absolut vodka. kk so this is how it went, me and ak and esvaran spent all to buy absolut and miranda orange. went to kovan park to have our drinks

then bren and alwin came. esvaran was drinking with me and ak , soon esvaran was so bluddy drunk like mad dog. haha, so he was vomitting all over the floor, and bren was talking loads of crap. so esvaran suddenly went and pull on Ak shirt, tore badly. so ak went to alwin house to clean up and new shirt all

i sat with esvaran vomitting profusely hahah. then tharenii came and bren went back with alwin again to get a shirt for esvaran because esvaran fountain vomit mode ON himself.

soon last busses were all gone and we were all stuck so badly. we took a taxi with my NETTS card and went to ah hood road where we could leave esvaran at someone's house, then me and tharen walked home talking about all the nonsense and ownage songwriting haha.

i witnessed a frigging bus accident , where the bus hits a mazda turning in from another lane. and both stunned for 5 mins blocking traffic into tampines road, not knowing what to do. haha

day for dayt.

2009-03-27T05:50:00.000-07:00

hello. haha today esvaran has some nebo member daytona thing, where datona suposed to change to 24c per game. Everyone went and topped up their money in the card, every $10 dollars was multiplied by 2.5 or something. so that the money put in will amount to a daytona game as 24c. we had over a hundred dollars in the card.

the best thing is, because the money is already in the card, we can use it to play other funny nonsense game in the arcade. played like mad dog x)

in the end we tap the card continuously on the card reader without counting. in the end, everyone played till bored and we were begging for it to stop.

dentist

2009-03-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

i went to visit the dentist today for a check up. My teeth were scaled and polished , then someholes were filled that was pain like madd dog i tell u ... OWWwwwww.

T_T im damn scared to have a hole ever again in my life in my whole life ! flossing like mad has to be done all -.-

took 147 to 153 back home... xinmin sec is so corrupted i tell u. i was pissed off just sitting at their bus stop waiting for sexy 147 to come.

stillborn

2009-03-26T10:49:00.000-07:00

hey guess what. Tharenii was looking to find a bassist very badly. Esvaran was being a shitguy, gave my number. I had an unknown call and suddenly tharenii was talking to me, asking me to play for Stillborn. So I said " umm okay shall I play for you ?"

so i took out my bass and the first thing that came to my head was "okay eerong ur big break, Root Of All Evil NOW!"

so I dumdumdumdadoomdoomdoomdadedededudadum dumdudadum, dudadum, dudadum,dudede,dumdudadum,dudadum,dudadum,dudaDAAaaa....

next thing I know im in. POTD still will be what they always will be x)

oh yea laptop's here, steam and cs1.6 is in already

school

2009-03-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

i don't have school yet, but its taking its toll on me. Yea, im stuck at home x____x and im really too tired to step out of my house. what an idiot. I spent the whole day playing xbox and cs1.6.

boring post really. day is tiring. I wish i had school NOW x)

tiring thing dunno what happened

2009-03-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

haha I really don't know what happened. I was slacking on an MRT back home in toap. then the train reached Novena, my body voluntarily moved, like it was going out of the train, I stopped myself but everyone made way so I could go. so I no choice moved out of the train car. zzz -.-

then. second story is

I walking home, then went all the way back thinking wtf happened back at Novena, where I unknowingly just moved out of the MRT, I forgot to go buy saline -.- went back for it... zzz so tiring i tell u. aiiyyaaaahhhhhh !!!

anyway, went to make a new pair of glasses. WHITE in colour. even though I know I would mostly wear my contacts instead.

detroit metal city

2009-03-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey i went to see detroit metal city today. Ak and friends tried to get in first but none could get in other than AK. so just have to watch with him ._.

i dunno what the hell people like to laugh at, its only hmmm funny. I think Paul Blart Mall Cop is funny. people seem to laugh at the less funny things.

its only okay. the whole movie didn't have a good plot, and missed out good momments from the manga. everything from the manga has been changed.

how unfaithful. its only hmmmmm for hmmm laughter...

hah, cs1.6 still quite noob. sadly. internet connection is so bad i tell u. singtel is so full of shit. (yes , u know ur coverage is full of shit, internet speeds are so fake)

it takes a full second to scope in AWP once, that means 2 seconds for double scope...

sometimes my shots don't even register, even if i spray in the guys face from 1m away.

-.- but then again still quite noob x)

die la

2009-03-22T08:21:00.000-07:00

been at home playing cs1.6 all day. still not getting any better. Really suck at it haha.

never really did anything much today.

REMINDER TO SELF : BUY SALINE. i ran out 3 days ago ._. so i didn't wear contact lens for 3 days lol -.-

so boring, waiting for laptop to come. i lost $500 by blind spending -.- not so bad really. considering im still waiting for $600 pay 0_0

iphone 3.0

2009-03-19T12:07:00.001-07:00

hey, i just saw this on the apple front page. iPhone 3.0, seemed like such a big thing. it IS !

all nonsense problems that the iphone started out with is finally fixed.

that means :

cut copy paste

mms (including mms of LOCATION)

text, email and all the stuff, IN LANDSCAPE ! yea

but i guess even though the hardware sucks, u cant do anything to change it x____x

singtel is pissing me off so much, singapore servers on steam are giving me a whopping 1k ping right now. just playing condition zero bots instead -.-

everyone should watch paul blart mall cop. really is show made for us. laughing at all the funny things that aren't funny to other people at all x)

the story so far.

2009-03-18T00:40:00.001-07:00

hey guys, opened my new razer mouse and using it for all types of nonsense x) like msn.

the story so far is long and winding( since I haven't blogged in ages), I'll try to keep it super short. >.<

Bintan trip. Went on a friggin jetski. Pwns Camp Challenge any time. Villa i stayed in WAS HUGE. and had a private swimming pool with a unique seaside view. drank alchohol almost every hour of the day. beer and whiskey and red wine. played an air rifle with a scope. Lovely thing. had no recoil at all, cool as hell. really please go there.

~private swimming pool overlooking the sea.

and then there was my birthday after that, bought the exact same wallet to use as Alvinkangwentat. haha. and went for a beast feast at Sakae sushi. ate till we dropped. then chin long went off for BBQ with his friends and the group separated to get a cake (which i dint know about) I GOT A MEGA SURPRISE WITH A THOMAS TRAIN CAKE ! with the fat station manager standing there. then drank beer and whiskey.

esvaran bought steam accounts for me and him, but i cannot find any singapore servers on my bloody steam ! all i get is china servers with latency above 1000 and on a older cs version. wtf la. STEAM SCREW U LA !

hey check out the song i put up. not a heavy song. moderation is the key to it all la.

IT FAIR

2009-03-13T01:00:00.000-07:00

yea... i went. it was great

ATM card was slacking naked in wallet, really had to use !

in the heat of the momment i bought a 16gb thumbdrive. atm card paid for

in the other heat of the momment i just took out my card and wasted $79 dollars on razer.

razer diamondback 3g

razer mantis mousepad.

i didn't even have space to stuff everything in my bag. -.- somehow after lending my jacket to esvaran i had enough space.

on the side of the diamondback3g it says " congratulations - theres no turning back now"

aiyoh so sad ah, no turning back after ATM card has been swiped -.-

better make me AWP pro ! mouse is a boastable thing.

dashing all over the place

2009-03-11T09:14:00.000-07:00

really i got to experience the bus life of a ngee student today ! madness for those who are without bus pass... eg. me.

i woke up and did all the registration thingys. for layman like me, all the nonsense I read like mad to understand. Saw camp invitations, was thinking maybe all. Saw pictures SO PROSTI the camp, i instant HATED the mere sight of it. Its SO A POLYTECHNIC kind of thing.

went to meet esvaran so he can better contemplate the awesomeness of one of the most desire buses in SG. service 985, toapa to clemen in seconds. compare that to MRT to see the shocking difference. YEA !

went to do Eye test and submit forms. each one had an allocated ticket number machine. I took the number slip from the machine and it was already flashing on the display. haha. really wasting paper just to boast. not really a boastable thing anyway.

anyway 5 min was used for all ngee ann things. took 151 to houg with Timothy Yeo and Esvaran. haha. met pandey and chin. went to eat at Terminal 3. took skytrain, corrupted speed so slow. bought cheap hoegaarden at $4.90 desire pricing. went to sengkang to drink and back home now x)

really one of the most empty and slow days of my current holiday

2009-03-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

title kinda says it all. but anyway. woke up at 9am without alarm, was in shock, probably the earliest I got up from bed with nothing to do. so I kinda sat in front of the TV trying to rack up style combos on Devil May Cry 4. I suck at dante. really without the cool devil bringer arm of nero, just have to anyhow hack and slash.

at around 2pm I went back to bed, slept to 5pm, ate and blogged. stuck here now at a slow pace. speed up please time.

been listening to this awesome song called "Never take us Alive - Madina Lake"

blows shit up even though its alternative. x)

nasi ayam penyet

2009-03-06T22:59:00.000-08:00

dunno what the heck happened man! went out with esvaran chin bren after work to go to sengkang. Bren had to do this $2 dollar per survey thingy house to house compulsary by Ministry of Manpower. So me esvaran and chinlong took 89 down to changi village to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet. chilli didn't taste spicy at all, but makes u sweat like mad dog x)

brendan called to say that nobody wanted to do the COMPULSARY survey, and that he only earned $4 the WHOLE HOUR ! haha serve him right, say that my $5 dollar office job sucks x)

so we asked him to come to changi and we all took 89 back. bren was so pissed for wasted trip down to chang. haha .__.

whats the worst is, I realised my EZ Link lost about $4-5 dollars just slacking around. I hate poly la x__x

Well thats the end of my job. so happy to be free, gonna draw another $600 for that time. I realised that I listen to Dream Theater - Octavarium everyday to WORK. thats mad. thats like 24mins everyday.

gotta start doing this on a basis

2009-03-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

haha I guess i've been slacking on blogging. Everytime I get home from job its always sleep sleep sleep xbox xbox xbox. Just going to facebook once in a while.

today was kinda simple everyday kinda thing.
Work, Meet Esvaran and Dhoby, Home, Xbox, Sleep. <-- everyday thing x____x

but today i finished the telephone job ! yes! almost finished actually. tomorrow everything is done. x) happy like mad dog man !

went to play at parklane lan. L4D in expert. died soon after. not even 1 safe room. so just had to expert mode.

guess I've been drifting away from life. I need to pull myself back into life soon. or I will become a robot.

night cycling pt. 2 : The miracle and the battle

2009-02-28T09:24:00.000-08:00

finally, we get to do night cycling again on a friday... great news to know that AK mom let him go in the end. so people who attended are : Esvaran Chin, deon,ak bren and me. 6 people convoy to greatness and success.

don't forget, our last attempt led us from east coast to east coast ROAD ! >.< so anywhere we go would be better already.

starting just cycled to East Coast Food Court, bought 2 plates of hokien mee. then was thinking "omg how the heck am I supposed to finish this" 10 seconds later, all in stomach and i was staring at empty plate saying "wtf happened" haha = i was that hungry ._.

after that we just pump all the way. we got stuck at the mouth of the SG river, near the national indoor stadium where Ch8 keep using to show love drama scenes haha. So we esvaran saw the mega bridge next to us and said " (dev, imagine if we have to climb that mega thing up there ah, everyone will just die" IMAGINATION BECAME A REALITY ! when we realised that there is nowhere to go but UP.

reached Vivo, nice place to slack. went back after that x____x madness. slept all day ! slept till night ! really bursting.

Channel 8 drama love scene HOTSPOT haha

aiyah

2009-02-20T22:19:00.000-08:00

absolut vanilla is crap. Antibiotics taste. SHITTTT.

slacking

2009-02-17T08:49:00.000-08:00

haha went to watch other end of the line with bren esvaran and chin long. haha funny show.

telemarketing thingy. and somemore the actor for the lead woman's father is so funny. He is an IDIOT ! laughed like mad. whole cinema nobody laugh.

zzz

dragonforce tickets

2009-02-15T06:25:00.000-08:00

haha yes. Dragonforce Tickets. I HAS IT ! I took a picture of the ticket in the folder, as you can see, iphone camera is sucky and weak. herman li spasm shred pacman !

Anyway.

Ngee ann poly's enrolment folder came in thru the mail today. Im going through the contents right now. Screw the jc la.

Ngee Ann Poly. Aerospace Electronics. N75.

night cycling

2009-02-14T00:18:00.000-08:00

just for no reason, we said we wanted to night cycling last week when we met Chin long, so since I couldnt go, we planned it for NEXT WEEK.

This is NEXT WEEK. We went night cycling. brendan tan, esvaran, chin long , me. 4 people attend. haha

amount accomplished was shit to the MAX. I cannot believe how shit it was. We went all the way thru from East Coast Park to Changi Village. There, brendan tan wee ho fell down because he didnt know how to brake. From then on, he didnt even wanna cycle anymore, he was going so slow, walking would be 5 times as fast. everytime he pedals, its not even 1 circle completed before he stops. haha.

so we dragged him all the way around tampines, and then to tanjong katong and to kallang macs. Thats all along east coast park. we then slacked at kallang macs. Shocking thing for me to see that their competition, KFC drive thru. IS GONE ! omg.

after macs slack session, chin long and esvaran took bikes and blasted all the way down mountbatten road to Amber road junction. Bren after macs was significantly faster. Cleared all the long road in just seconds. We reached back Marine parade and down to East coast and just park and left.

HOW LITTLE WAS ACOMPLISHED TODAY. bren pedaling so slow, no inertia mommentum, he ends up pedaling all the time at such a slow controlled speed = get tired easily.

2009-02-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

well... nothings happening. guess we just have to wait for the weekend.

xbox 360 is being used a lot by me.

I need to get dragonforce tix soon. $60 please

paysheet since January has not been completed.

i feel like a robot. Is this adult life ? I dun want to be stuck it this RITUAL.

Im stuck in an Octavarium.

To: Spammer

2009-02-08T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hello, anonymous spammer who keeps flooding my cbox. I don't hate you, whoever you are, for what you've done. Whatever I may have done to offend or affect you, I am sorry. You may continue to spam my cbox and insult me. Honestly, I don't mind.

This is not a message with intention of reverse psychology. I really mean it. Whatever I've done to you, I really want to apologise for it. AND no, I do not know who you are. I don't hold any grudges towards you for doing this. Yes, I do feel a little irritated that your flooding has stopped me from reading the people who tagged me.

I do hope you stop this, its cool if you don't.
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anyway, you were right, why would anyone want a scum like me in their school. i should just fuck off.

2009-02-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

hi guys. I guess things havent been going well. my whole life is looking gloomy these days. Its been trying times, and all that I have reaped have not sowed. I guess everyone in the world is full of shit.
but thats okay.

I'll tell u what.

I'll make this world a better place, starting with me. I'll be a better person. even to the strangers on the streets.

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slack

2009-02-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

today is really no calls still. I've been staring at my phone all day. PLEASE CALL ME IM GONNA DIE OF WAITING... zzz why la... i should have got an A1 for Maths, A1 for DnT. Thanks to wendy tan. really FUCK la. this is bullshit.

after work, i went over to plaza singapura just to meet ak and esvaran for just slacking after work.

ahhh, crap, hang on, my internet resetted. WAIT
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kk shit la... im back. anyway we just walked around and talked, ate at Just Acia. food there is really mega desirable. Then went to Carefour and made esvaran get get me 2 bottles of hoegaarden. So nice of him to just show IC to the guy haha >.< met up with chin long. funny guy. tired haircut. his hair got pattern all x)

sat opposite old macdonald house along the walkway to mrt and drank it there. hmmmm. thats all, homebound.

I WANT CHIVAS.

work and fortunes

2009-02-05T16:48:00.000-08:00

haha I still havent collected my pay. yesterday ah,when I was working halfway, a whole GANG of lion dance came down to dance at the new office. Chai Shen Ye gave me this fortune cookie.

everyone came down watch the dance and then it was back to work. I went back up and open'd my cookie.

heres the fortune " Your present plans are going to succeed. " hmmmm

and a number " 8562" ... dun win dun blame me, win please give me half. x)

anyway, weird fortune, present plans, wonder what they are. I dunno whats wrong with me la. Before that I really wanted to open and see my fortune. When I read I was like, this is totally not going to be true and MY PRESENT PLANS ARE GOING TO FAIL. Im totally becoming super pessimistic.

anyway gotta getta work. see ya.

hmmmm

2009-02-04T17:02:00.000-08:00

aghhhhh.. im almost late for work!!!

im still blogging.

Thing is... i plugged my stupid iphone 20 mins ago and waited for it to update to 2.2.1

IM STILL UPDATING!!! faster faster faster. IM GOING TO BE LATE !!!

and the UPDATE thing on my iTunes prevents me from changing the song. IM STUCK !

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YES! FINALLY! KK BYE GUYS

i dunno

2009-01-31T06:40:00.000-08:00

i really dunno

my life is spiraling out of control.

why am i so damn dumb

if only i was smarter;

i want to go to hell now.

it will be less of pain and sadness than on earth.

because im so fucking useless

aerospace

2009-01-29T20:49:00.000-08:00

haha results for the JAE postings came today. I didn't get 1st choice (SAJC) but I got 4th Choice (Aerospace Electronics Ngee Ann POLY). crapx0rX !!!

i dunno why i dun want to go to this course. I mean, people say that its good. People asking me to go. im pretty much halfway inbetween by now .___.

i woke up early today to go see belinda charles early in the morning when school starts. I sat in general office from 7 to 9. then had a quick chat with belinda charles who said she would put me on her list to recommend to the principal. funny thing is, after seeing her, my father's friend put in a favour and called up mrs charles to talk to her and ask her to help me in his name (for large donation) and that famous sergeon's name ( cant remember ) . wow if i get in. INSTANT HAVE TO THANK LIKE MAD ! .____.

thats all la. waiting.

a short post

2009-01-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

zzz Im quite tired. Im doing nothing everyday. Im desiring to practice my bass but im too lazy to take it out and plug it in. Im even lazy enough to NOT want to play xbox.

tomorrows the JAE results posting. I so hope I get my first choice x)

I just downloaded the most awesome band I ever heard. haha actually Opeth was the most awesome band but.......

OLD MAN'S CHILD is desire.

its kinda hard to find the songs on the internet. So right now I only got Black Seeds On Virgin Soil.

haha thats kinda all. Nothing much, lazing around. btw I earned 40cents more from my nuffnang ads. This is really wayyyy too little.

CLICK THE ADS GUYS !!! CLICK ARHHH !! I MEAN IT AH ! NOW ! RIGHT AFTER U READ THIS!!!!

2009-01-27T15:28:00.000-08:00

haha pay... I havent collected pay for what I worked for. I don't really feel like it too.

Why is it that people have to work for pay. Would it be better if everyone worked for free. U could work for me and I would deffinitely work for you. The world would cease to have financial downturns and crisis, and people would get friendlier.

U KNOW THE ANSWER ? Because everyone is so goddamn selfish. And If there was no money, they would NOT ever work... THEY WANT THE MONEY FOR THEMSELVES. NOBODY WOULD WANT TO WORK FOR ANOTHER PERSON. Thats why a great mind like Karl Marx could not put his plans into progress and achieve fruitful results.

THIS WORLD IS COMING OUT TO BE THE BIGGEST DISASTERPIECE.

IM WAITING FOR 2012 guys...

Something useful

2009-01-27T00:42:00.000-08:00

In response to last post as a useful reminder to update my blog x) I shall.

Happy cny everyone. I cut my hair, its so short, stupid barber probably doesnt understand english. Im so pissed off. Yesterday, I went to friends house to play. Drank like mad nonstop, Johnny walker's green label and Chivas 12 year. and 1 glass of bailey's irish cream, WHICH DISGUSTED ME SO MUCH. It looks like vomit, tastes so sweet and creamy and alchohol-ish, its like mixing cake and lor mee or something ... I never wanna see it ever again.

Had a stomach ache that night. ugh. something I ate ? i dunno.

anyway current status : came back from eating ichiban sushi, bursting full >.<

plans : go and have prosti reunion dinner with friends

haha, I MADE SOMETHING USEFUL OF THIS BLOG ! TAKE THAT ALVIN KANG WEN TAT ! rawr

2009-01-26T21:50:00.000-08:00

YOUR/THIS BLOG IS DEAD LOL.
DO SOMETHING USEFUL TO IT NOW. LOL

Maude

2009-01-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

kk. New workplace. Same old job. Maude Road.

I kinda miss the old workplace, the place is kinda made-of-wood interier and small and cosy. Only got 4 people in my area. The toilet got problem always wind really strong and blow door half open.(lucky got double lock)

the old workplace pantry had a sign " PRATS ! I MEAN IT !" on the glass and wood door. I dint really understand what it meant... UNTIL I CLOSED THE DOOR ( mind you the wind there was REALLY REALLY MEGA STRONG ). PRAAATSSSSSS !!!

Well the new place is kinda cement look everywhere. dunno if they are going to paint it. cos it looks like its still under construction.

Today was kinda screwed up. See Joash called this guy called "Chao Chao Kee" and had food in his mouth. So he thought name was kinda funny and started laughing >.< WHEN THE GUY WAS ON THE LINE! he laughed as he said "hello is thissss.... chaao hahahaha" then he just HANGED UP ! MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD. HE HANGED UP AFTER LAUGHING AT A GUY !

slacked at Potong with bren and esvaran after that haha x____x

job woes

2009-01-19T00:44:00.000-08:00

zzz damn sian. blogging at home during job hours. Office is shifting so I brought work home. In case u guys still dun know, I got a telephone job calling up members of Guinness. x____x Some of these people in Singapore are so MEGA irritating can !

so all i have to do is call them and ask them if they still stay at [INSERT ADDRESS HERE ] and then ask them if they still have the membership card .____.

some of them, will just say " no no cant talk right now im busy " WHEN THEY JUST HAVE TO SAY " YEA I STILL HAVE THE CARD " AND FINISH THE BLUDDY CONVERSATION !

or some of them will talk all the way until i ask them if they have the card and they tell me " EH im overseas and inconvienient to talk right now." <- isnt that harder to say then " yea card still have x) "

some of them will pick up and i will say " hello is this [ INSERT NAME HERE] " they will scream back in the phone " HAAAAAH ? "... " hello is this [name forementioned ]" .... " HAAAAAAHHH ?"
x( " SORRY WRONG NUMBER AHHH ! " ear pain luhh zzz

Some of them even just pick up and put down. so basic courtesy is to call back in case they put down by accident, in the end they pick up and spam keytones at me ! ear painnnnnnn !

there even got some that take down all my information as precautionary measure ! all i want to know is if your address changed bitch ! :3

simple job made hard by kiasu singaporeans ! please la.

Octavarium

2009-01-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Hi. As you would know from my previous post that I bought Octavarium. I have to say its probably a great album to add to anyones collection. Adding to Dream Theater's artistic outlook is the use of the Golden Ratio in the album in entirety.

Beautiful album art is accompanied by the exciting timings of songs. Great songs hail from this album like "These Walls", giving a less progressive and more structured song with really desirable chords and lovely bright keyboards from Jordan Rudess. "Panic Attack" is a heavy sounding, facemelting song, starting with the high trebble sounds of the bright bass solo by John Myung, and polished with those Dream Theater-esque awkward timings which sound "in time".

Overall, Dream Theater's 8th Studio album puts stars on its ratings.

5/5