ugh. give me more time I need to clear DEL homework or surely die !!! I have to go down to Janek Gwizdala's masterclass today. hope I learn something useful. cos that would be totally awesome.

I woke up to a nightmare again. Love nights like these.

i cant really remember but I know I was in the car when theres this sudden rain, and a dark patch of space in the sky. and it looked really freaky and shit. and there were dancing colours in the sky while I was on the way home. when I was at home, there were dead bodies everywhere. I run up to hide inside my house. I see people in the back burying the dead. then I look at the other window and theres like a headless body standing there, like just beheaded. and then I go outside and get chased by a ravage. I stabbed him with a screw driver in one hand and a blunt knife in the other. I got to admit I enjoyed that -.-

he just wouldn't die, I had to stab off both his hands.

woke up. wish I hadn't. will be awhile before I get any more of these awesome dreams.

Currently Listening : Way Out Willy - Seamus Blake.

go listen, its awesome.

RED MESSIAH II

Hey you. U have to see the bass I got ! I plugged it into the amp and blu jaz and kinda rattled the whole place with the low C# on my b-string. 5 strings are so kickass.

anyway Greg's lesson today was extremely tough. But it makes me wanna really pick up the bass and practice it until I got IT totally.

... bren asked me to go out today. I guess I have no time lols. I have tonnes to do. I might even just go into hiding until everything is done. heheh.

hmmm. anyway heres some pics to illustrate my blog a bit. -.- just a few of them.

check this out. Its my bass. headstock says " Fender JAZZ BASS made in mexico" took it when i finished warming up at blu jaz. aint it just sexy. RED MESSIAH II.

lol this is the stage. coloured led lights shining from above give it a fusion kinda glow. distracting when playing LOLS. cool when watching people play.

the RED MESSIAH II will totally kick ur ass right in your faces. (if thats possible) (no rly.)
and then bartolini pickups will totally drown you out.
say hello to "BADASS V BRIDGE"
you : "HI BADASS V BRIDGE"
BADASS V BRIDGE: " ..."

badass V bridge is too BADASS to say anything back to you. hehe.

thats all. xP

wa lao why is everyone like " ZOMG TWILIGHT IS SO COOL AND SHIT"

twilight is so full of crap la. SMLJ.

vegetarian sparkly vampires with their own clique. with some fairytale love shit story. serious fag shit. GAY !

anyway. things been hectic lately. so much homework to do I think I need to clone myself. More and more cool songs from greg to learn. awesome but no time.

yesterday whole NP flooddeddddddddddd... water was everywhere. school ended kinda early for me and my class so we walked to Bukit Timah plaza. SUN SHINING BRIGHTLY NO CLOUDS. then eat finish suddenly rain like mad dog simi lan ! Stuck in the rain for 2 hours, while I queued for a taxi to go to my piano lessons.

last minute some fucking 2 maids come and say " excuse me the queue starts there " thought I cut the queue. FUCK THEM LA. then the 3 girls in front turn around never help only know how to laugh. stupid maids never even appologise when i told them i was there the whole time.

RETARDED SHIT HAPPENS !

hello. today is a monday again. useless events that happen on random chance. another insignificant monday.

Monday means that I would have to go for IS class : CATS, followed by sports and wellness. sadly CATS and SNW both occur consecutively. CATS was on elearning. means I am free to stay at home and use the computer. but since I have SNW right after, I have to go down to school to use my laptop so that im not late for SNW.

after that useless cats lesson, I went for SNW , straight away rain. why make it rain NOW. street soccer league hasn't started because of this shit. random chance.

Anyway, I have to go down to Blu Jaz for greg's lesson. I wonder if im up to it. I only learnt 2 of his 4 songs. I don't have the time to fully learn the other 2. my head is about to explode.

so i take my face and bash it into a mirror. I wont have to see the pain. bleed.bleed. this state is alleviating as the hurt turns into hating. atticipating all the fucked up feelings again.