History is history

Haha, today was great. By the way, if anyone was wondering why I have not blogged, there were 2 reasons. Firstly being that I have to study for today's exam, which is important to JC goers. Secondly being that the Computer crashed leaving me with an unerving continuous beep everytime i turn it on.

So I brought the stupid computer to sim lim to salvage parts and create a new computer. At this point, I would usually show you a picture of my computer, but because I lost all my music on my computer, I wouldn't dare connect my iPhone to that dangerous port. Live with it ...

Anyway anyhow, I had History today, easy paper, too little time. did not write a conclussion... sigh.

I'll make up for it on SS. This time I know I can.

suck on this

E maths and Add Maths was easy, I could easily hit a 90% ++ on both papers. I can't be bothered to blog much so I brought some motivational pictures for you x)

AddMathsExam

kk. Seems like a long time I have typed anything in the computer. x) If you haven't seen me online in a while, I have to appologise as my wireless keyboard gave way. I currently found a dusty replacement keyboard stored somewhere out of sight. Before that, anything you have seen me type was actually cut and paste. I relyed on the bookmarks pages to navigate my way around the place. -.-

Yesterday was my O levels Add maths exam. Most likeley the largest checkpoint on my priority list. It was reletively easy. I think I made a mistake in trigonometry. I feel scared. Easy papers like these give underdog neighbourhood schools a large chance in overtaking as the standard deviation between our marks would be seeminly small. In short, a small mark lost in this exam, after moderation, might cost at least 10 or 20 marks in worse case senarios. Btw, in the exam, I realised my hands were weak and shivering, and I took a lot of energy to move the hand.

I don't know if im in breach of any o levels copyright, if I am, you could inform me and i will take this down :

Simplest question for O levels that I have ever seen... I stunned during o levels

Additional Mathematics 4038/01

question 9.
Ann is older than her sister Betty. Their ages in years are such that twice the square of Betty's age subtracted from the square of Ann's age gives a number equal to 6 times the difference of their ages. Given also that the sum of ages is equal to 5 times the difference of their ages, find the age in years of each of the sisters.

I swear when I saw this question , I stunned, too easy. Try it


finally,
to all those who don't take Add Maths
Don't use elimination method, use substitution instead. Elimination is for noobs. really. One day, when elimination pulls you down, Just know that I warned you.

messup

crap. I messed up. The paper was friggin' easy. I cannot believe that it is that easy in the first place. But I realised I made a mistake. I think when I was punching in my calculator, I totally forgot the decimal point. My final answer for the mol question was off by a decimal place... -.-

If paper = easy to everyone

moderation = pull down

people who say easy = B3

I get a B3 ? Because I made a few errors. If that happens I will be pissed.

epic fail ... i am dumb

exams = shit

but im still goin to take the paper. dont look at me after the paper thinking i will do well...

Hey there, just came back from studying at macs with brendan and desmond. x___x yups I met desmond at macs before his tuition teacher came.

I went into erratic sleep paralysis just now. I just kept falling back in after I pulled out. I didn't even have time to gasp for air. I could remember my mouth jam shut right after I went in. I was asphyxiated as I had a blocked nose and I had my uncontrollable mouth shut in. I think I almost faded away... maybe I should have... -.- So I made a point to keep my thumb inbetween my teeth to prevent blockage of my air passage. Then I woke up again in sleep paralysis, I could remember my mouth crushing my thumb in trying to jam shut. I don't know if it was 'something' there trying to close my air passages. I hate this intoxicated state... blurred vision and muffled hearing. My brain seems to think things that are uncomprehensible in the state of mind

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tomorrows O levels. I'll just clear paper. no regrets over the end result. I know I have studied already. If the results come back negative, I know I'm a failure.

Im down with the flu. I hope i recover and the situation meliorates. What I fear would happen in O levels is that I have some sort of headache, did not sleep well or am not in a proper state of mind...

-.- chemistry is tomorrow.

idk.

Start of O levels...

Yes, its the start. I've lost confidence in myself in getting any A1 so I will just participate in the exams. I still study, I feel like a fool because I can't get the grades no matter how much I try. I am a participant to conformity. A cipher alone that contributes to a cause.

Anyway, look at this, Gelang Methodist school has a shitty paper for Chemistry. I think they are confirm dead for O levels. I took a picture of the answer sheet for the paper. Question : draw the electronic structure...

Spot the error, and if you can't, You should be studying and not reading away.

I cut my hair, looks extensively cut down in size and length. Its for O levels but I feel the pain. Will it grow back in time after O levels. I'll dye it white. Most people will dye theirs brown. If you hate my choice, chances are , I hate you too.


Answer to question on top ^^
2nd shell has 10 electrons. wtf supposed to have only 8
The outer shell electrons are unpaired. 2 are supposed to be together.

i think Gelang methodist dies on 20october...

currently : Trying to save money to go watch Atreyu and As I Lay Dying...





some funny picture of LTH! mwahaha.(btw im not er(x )

SHOGUN.me has it.

While I was at Jia Sheng's house today. My brother was on a mission to acquire the elusive Trivium-Shogun. It can only be found in extremely large stores like HMV and maybe some sleazy corner like peninsula.

Even though I have just got it. I have to say this album rocks. It can even be on par with Ascendancy's great sound. Songs that caught my attention were Down from the Sky, Into the Mouth of Hell we March. And those which follow closely behind; Kirisute Gomen , Throes of perdition. Greatest so far in producing that 'trivium' sound was Into the mouth of hell we march, with a perfect intro and bridge after the chorus. In short, this album is EPIC.

01.Kirisute Gomen
02.Torn between Scylla and Charybdis
03.Down from the Sky
04.Into the Mouth Of Hell We March
05.Throes of Perdition
06.Insurrection
07.The Calamity
08.He Who spawned the Furies
09.Of Prometheus and The Crucifix
10.Like Callisto To a Star in Heaven
11.Shogun




Artwork for Kirisute Gomen.

Artwork for Down from the Sky and Into the Mouth of Hell We March


Anyway, this strikes out an item from the wishlist...

BTW, it seems Atreyu, As I lay Dying and some other band is coming to Singapore for the Rockstar Taste of Chaos. 8 Nov 2008 Sat, 7:00PM at the Fort Canning. This would probably cost. Im currently deciding on it. x)

survey again. damn

1. Do you have secrets?
yes.

2. Favourite sports?
soccer.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
yes, but i hate the people there.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy a private island.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
my best friend is a boy. -.- probably not that kind of love la ...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
none at all

7. List out your 5 favourite bands:
Opeth, Cradle of Filth, Trivium, Children of Bodom, Becoming the Archetype.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
go to sleep for a day.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
having people like alvin kang as my bro.

10. What makes you angry?
annoying people

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
the emperor of death metal

12. Do you hate people that bullys your friends or loved ones?
yes , i would probably stab them with a rusty penknife.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
death.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich

15. What is your favourite colour?
black and white

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
if the person iznt a stuck up bitch

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none, i would go to sleep

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
not anymore.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I got nobody here.


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Directions:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc... on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. Are you a male or a female? Take this life - In Flames

2. Describe yourself: Cry of the blackbirds - Amon Amarth

3. How do you feel about yourself?- Laid to Rest - Lamb of God

4. Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend:-Aces High - Iron Maiden

5. Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:- Collision - As I lay Dying

6.Describe your Life: The Trooper - Iron Maiden

7.Your best friend? : Downfall -Children of Bodom

8. Your favourite food?: Master Of Puppets - Metallica

9. Favourite game? : The trivial Paraoxym - Becoming the archetype. (this is prob some trivia game)

10. The person you like ? : The Great Fall - Becoming the archetype

11. Your phone model? : The Darkest Nights - As I lay Dying

12. your favourite sports?: Mr. Crowley - Cradle of Filth... ( maybe he is a sports coach ?)

13. Favourite Past time? : Bodom After Midnight - Children of bodom... ( wtf past times after midnight ah )

14. Favorite exam?: The epigone - Becoming the Archetype

15.Favourite Singer? : Needled 24/7 - Children of Bodom

wtf la... this is dem weird. please do

slowdayforall.

bursting . kk nothing much today. Woke up in the morning , sleepy. watched Money No Enough 2 online. It was an 'ok' some parts are nice but the show overall is not as good as its prequel. Maybe its because I don't feel much pain in the monetary situation of singapore now. nevermind.

Went out with family and friends to some 'ulu' place around lower pierce reservoir. Just to eat. Some prata shop that looks western. x___x ate and talked , quite fast. Back home now. x) feeling bloated and sleepy. Ate 2 pratas : a egg/union/cheese prata, and a mushroom prata. overall, can never beat thasevi. x)




so the last picture is my brother who can't seem to get a piece of prata into his mouth. what a loser .____. kidding.

Anyway, diverting from the storyline... The world seems to be more desperate. Just yesterday, bren reported having seen 3 despo girls who were talking about whos hot or not, on the bus. when that bus drove past a basketball court with boys playing without shirts, those girls stood up and pressed their faces against the window. Are you kidding me? This is really saddening.
Another situation , both bren and I were at macs studying. some bluddy fuggedly fatass was at a table far away from us. She kept moving up and down around our table side with no reason. Then when the person on the table perpendicular to us moved away, she quickly moved there and sat. .___. if that wasn't enough , whenever I looked around , I see her staring at us . Im utterly disgusted. fat fuck please lose some weight . half your battle is lost.


who would ever care for you, who wont even care for yourself. and if someone ever does , this world is fucked

Surveys and paperwork

1) Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
Alvin kang ! prancing around at happy hour.
2) Your boy/girlfriend's ex calls and needs a tyre change, do you lend them a help?
NO!
3) Ever seen a ghost?
Mdm teo ah ?
4) Do you love anyone?
yes
5) A person that you miss?
I don't really know.
6) A band/group you thought was cool when you were little?
Simple plan. I realized how much they suck now. money making corporate sellouts !
7) Do you wanna have kids before you are 30?
maybe, i might not ever get married.
8) Ever had a crush on one of your friends parents?
nope.
9) Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
i look like mixed inbetween.
10) If you could be with one person now who would it be?
Alexi Laiho of Children of Bodom
11) What you would like to be in 10 years?
filthy stinking RICH death metal bassist.
12) Something you learned about life this year?
people = shit
13) What do you want for your birthday?
see wishlist on your right >.<
14) Have you said I love you to anyone today?
yes... bitch.
15) What did you have for breakfast?
hokkien mee
16) How many hours of sleep do you get yesterday?
12-9 then 11-12 woke up , eat breakfast and back to sleep.
17) What do you wish you were doing right now?
Playing after O levels ... -__-
18) Ever had a black eye?
nope.
19) Last people u went out with?
Brendan , studying. quite diligent x)
20) Last board/card game you played?
Taboo. some weird english game
21) What do you think of Brad Pitt?
fuck him
22)Name a friend you have the most in common with?
Alvin Kang. x)
23) What color are your toenails?
normal human colour.
24) Last person you talked with on the phone?
Desmond, called me when he is about 10m away to ask me about exam
25) Have you traveled?
where
26) What movie do you want to watch?
none right now .
27) The last person that messaged you?
Basil lam . fuck loser.
28) The song you're listening to now?
Agitated Screams of Maggots - Dir en Grey
29) What are you doing now?
Doing a survey, currently at question 29.
30) Before you go to bed everynight, who is the last person you think of?
nobody, i go sleep think what.

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1. Who was the last person to call you honey?
- nobody ?
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
-- only for the $1
3. Alcohol or Cigarettes?
-- Alchohol
4. Has someone ever sang a song to you?
-- yep.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
-- sometimes
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
-- YEAA!!! BRING IT ON !
7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do?
-- if i was sleeping, i would go back to sleep.
8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
-- Ee Wei, he sleeps next to me.
9. Who do you text the most?
-- Alvin
10. Who last said they loved you?
-- nobody i care of .
11. What color are your eyes?
-- black.
12. Do you like your parents?
-- yes
13. Do you secretly like someone?
-- no
14. Why did your last relationship end?
--fucker
15. Who was the last person you said you hated?
-- lee song tiang. called her a bitch when she was around.
16. Favorite ex?
-
17. Where was the farthest place you travelled?
-- Australia, or china, which is closer.
18. Do you like mustard?
-- ya, its nice on hotdogs.
19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
-- eat then sleep.
20. Do you look like your mom or dad?
-- x)
21. Can you do splits?
-- no. my balls will probably tear in half.
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40 Littl​e Secre​tsBe hones​t no matte​r what.​​.​​



one:Who are your last 4 text from?
- Basil, Bren, Alvin, Alvin

Two:Are you single?​​
- yes

Three:What's your middle name/s?​​
- Ee ?

Four:Whats your current favorite colors?​​
- black and white.

Five:Does your crush like you back?​​
- i dont have a crush

Six:What is your current mood?​
- joker

Seven:When is your birthday?​​
- 16 march

Eight:​What color shirt are you wearing?​​
- black

Nine:If you were going on a Reality TV show,which one would it be?
- who wants to be a millionare

Ten:Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
- survey = naked = brain is fuck.

Eleven:Did you ever sneak into an R rated movie?​
- nope.

Twelve:​​Ever had a near death​ exper​ience​?​
-yeah.

Thirt​een:​​Somet​hing you do a lot?
- study

Fourt​een:​​How old will you be in 12 month​s?​
​17

Fifte​en:​​Do you want to see someb​ody right​ now?
- no

Sixte​en:​​How many pierc​ings?​
- 0

Seven​teen:​​When was the last time you cried​?​
inside maybe =.=

Eight​een:​​Who would​ you do anyth​ing for?-
Alvin kang. except when it interferes with O levels.

Ninet​een:​​Who is your hero?
- Mike portnoy / or John Myung

Twenty:​What school do you go to?-
St.Andrew's Sec.

Twenty-One:​favourite movie​?​​
School of Rock

Twenty-Two:​​What's your biggest fear?​​
- ghost

Twenty-Three​:​​What did you last eat?
- KFC

Twenty-Four:​Who are your favourite artists?​​
- Opeth and Cradle of filth

Twenty-Five:Do you still have feelings for your ex?
- hatred

Twenty-Six:what was the first thing you said this morning?​
- whats for breakfast

Twenty-Seven​:Speak​ any other​ languages?​
- Singlish

Twenty-Eight​:​if u were stuck on an island wats one thing wud u bring?​
- my instruments

Thirty:Have you ever been kissed in the rain?​
- nope

Thirty-​One:​Do you like rain?​
yes.

Thirty-Two:What are you thinking about right now?
thinking of how to answer this question.

Thirty-Three​:Do you Brush Your hair?​​
- comb

Thirty-Five:​What are you listening to?
- Saku - Dir en Grey

Thirty-Six:​​What'​​s been on your mind latel​y?
DnT results, and all those backstabbing

Thirty-Seven​:​​Who was the last perso​n you yelle​d at?
- dunno can't remember

Thirty-Eight​:​​Who can you tell every​thing​ to?
-Alvin

Thirty-​Nine:who is the last person who said they loved you?
- none i know of

Forty​:​​What are your plans​ for today​?​
-study

tts all, cant be botherd to blog of todays events after this shit.

equation

kk. The reason for my epic fail. I realized the reason I cannot study well.
I cannot sleep, therefore I cannot concentrate.
I am hungry, therefore I should eat.
I do not have money , Therefore I cannot buy food.
I cannot buy food, therefore i do not have the energy
I do not have the energy, therefore i cannot concentrate.

I cannot concentrate, therefore I cannot study.
I cannot study, therefore i am an EPIC FAIL.

this is the vicious cycle, I need the money.

I have the money, for myself. Find your outlet for money. I am not your money machine.

go to heaven and fuck yourself with jesus christ fuckers.

kk.
farewell assembly.
to the fools.
watch me as I rise.

Teachers I should thank :
Yeo See Wan
Koh Yong Mong
Yeo Yuen Chin (chem yeo)
Liang Sea Fong
Julia Huang
Jason Ang

And the opposite :
Lee Song Tiang - can't teach
Bhanu Raj - makes me sleep
Mr Au Yong - didn't give me my 300hours for slogging away at PA.


Seems you haven't woken at all. Or are you already composed ?

not mugging?

Its the time of the year where the school ends from exams. Adversely for me, this is the time for serious mugging. On the contrary, I don't think I am mugging hard enough. What will happen if I don't do well enough. Then will I know if I sucked all together or if its because of my complacency in this final moment.

I just did the Clementi Town Secondary. Their paper's trigonometry is reletively challenging... or is it because my mental capacity is degrading. I haven't done any studying on SEQ on my part, devoid of downloading the notes online given to us by Koh Yong Mong. By the way, I really have to hand it to him, recent improvement in answering of my SBQ questions were all thanks to him.

I guess tomorrow is my Farewell assembly. After all , my class probably is going some place I would never dream of ever going. x) I really hope they screw up really bad for O levels, this would push more people who deserve their A1 into the desirable end of the bell curve. And for those who who do not have the mental capacity to start studying, I hope the lower end of the bell curve is not so forgiving.

Brendan, you fell asleep in KYM's lesson again. Have you already woken up, or do you still think people like me owe you a lesson on SBQ? I hope you realize that the whole world will leave you behind if you don't start now. Just because he guai lan you, you don't want to go to his lesson. For the rest of the class, thats just 1 less person for his divided attention. For you, well , ... you will see... when the results come back.

kk. D-tector crashed again. -.- PSLE maths was today. Study spree. Pretty much , covering todays recent events. Have you ever screwed up your life with something stupid that you did ?

Today is the long awaited PSLE maths. (not me, my brother Ee Ter) He has been studying "hard" for it, spending his days at the playground with his friend, going his friends house to study and playing in school. He practiced on 6 maths papers all together. Mostly, he was trying out different strategies to implement into his maths exam. Anyway, today his maths paper came and he did section A, and section B. total = 50% of the entire paper. Then he went back to check his answers on Section A and section B (with no referrence to time management). After that , he DOUBLEchecked his section A and section B. (at this point you may want to move on ,section C is waiting, ps i don't know how many times he checked.)

Right at this point he started on Section C, the other complimentary 50% of his grade. 3 questions could be done before the TIME WAS UP ! By the way, he is not as smart as most people, yet where most people don't even have time to stop to take a breather , he was on a roundabout of checks. predicted grade = section A &B: 40marks, section C: 4-5 marks.

PSLE GRADE ? F ?

I always had my doubts about passing my digivice to my friends to check them out. It was always because I have a broken sensor on my d-tector. And most of them would shake till there was a enemy digimon to fight , and anyhow lose the match on purpose. So when I lent it to Alvin Kang, I told him to use "spirit digivolve" which didn't need to use my sensor to fight. However he wanted to "play" around with normal fight... my digivice is currently gone. game and data. I feel like I should never let people touch my things anymore =(

Anyway I am clean with Brendan now, although he still hasn't returned Jia sheng's DS. He acts like JS owes him the DS. Well, thats part of his attitute that makes people hate him. -.-

im sorry luhhx

Spamming digivice right now. currently have 2. one is partially broken, cant summon any digimon when fighting... except numemon. x___x shaking like mad. :)



anyway yesterday i spent the day at desmond house slacking. I feel damn bad.

I walked out on bren at macs. He just sat there. I don't know whos fault is it.

Im sorry luhhx

sorry k ? but I think you probably wont be able to view this 'cos parents confiscate modem.

nth much today, went for chemistry and add maths tuition.

anyway im looking for the digivice tamagotchi. the ones that you feed and sleep and train. isn't that nostalgic?
looking at this makes me wanna cry for losing it ^^

Wasted afternoon

Today has been hectic in some ways. Mostly, because of some Astro Empires player who challenged our guild during a ceasefire. We are shifting cartloads of fleets over to feed on them soon so don't really bother with that.

Went to ask Au Yong about CIP points, apparently speaking, 300 hours of CIP seems highly unfeasible. I didn't lie, its really 300hours and yet , not even 1hour of that was recorded, all thats left is 64hours of bullshit on the paper. Au Yong wants proof, I'll give him proof. Wasting my time... -.-

First lesson was Koh Yong Mong's , learnt a lot, hopefully this can get me a better grade than C5. x__x Skipped second lesson, LBC can't teach, took bags into library to study. In the library I got a headache from studying just a little. I didn't sleep last night so I was tired and could not do maths properly. Received scolding from Kenneth Yeo for smuggling bags into library.
Picture courtesy of liang feng: headache

When leaving Library, suddenly saw kenneth yeo walk in, so everyone ran up and hid their bags. In such an attention-drawing commotion such as this, kenneth yeo immediately saw that we had our bags, so he came and scolded us again .___. Went canteen and then I left with bren to eat KFC again. KFC such a money grubber. rawr.



Went for koh yong mong lesson afternoon consultation. I had thought that it would be that small nice class again like last week , but then everyone suddenly wanted to come. fuck la. I rather not go his lesson if it were like this. I wasted my afternoon.

no blood shall be wasted.