i dunno

i really dunno

my life is spiraling out of control.

why am i so damn dumb

if only i was smarter;



i want to go to hell now.

it will be less of pain and sadness than on earth.

because im so fucking useless

aerospace

haha results for the JAE postings came today. I didn't get 1st choice (SAJC) but I got 4th Choice (Aerospace Electronics Ngee Ann POLY). crapx0rX !!!

i dunno why i dun want to go to this course. I mean, people say that its good. People asking me to go. im pretty much halfway inbetween by now .___.

i woke up early today to go see belinda charles early in the morning when school starts. I sat in general office from 7 to 9. then had a quick chat with belinda charles who said she would put me on her list to recommend to the principal. funny thing is, after seeing her, my father's friend put in a favour and called up mrs charles to talk to her and ask her to help me in his name (for large donation) and that famous sergeon's name ( cant remember ) . wow if i get in. INSTANT HAVE TO THANK LIKE MAD ! .____.

thats all la. waiting.

a short post

zzz Im quite tired. Im doing nothing everyday. Im desiring to practice my bass but im too lazy to take it out and plug it in. Im even lazy enough to NOT want to play xbox.

tomorrows the JAE results posting. I so hope I get my first choice x)

I just downloaded the most awesome band I ever heard. haha actually Opeth was the most awesome band but.......

OLD MAN'S CHILD is desire.

its kinda hard to find the songs on the internet. So right now I only got Black Seeds On Virgin Soil.

haha thats kinda all. Nothing much, lazing around. btw I earned 40cents more from my nuffnang ads. This is really wayyyy too little.

CLICK THE ADS GUYS !!! CLICK ARHHH !! I MEAN IT AH ! NOW ! RIGHT AFTER U READ THIS!!!!

haha pay... I havent collected pay for what I worked for. I don't really feel like it too.

Why is it that people have to work for pay. Would it be better if everyone worked for free. U could work for me and I would deffinitely work for you. The world would cease to have financial downturns and crisis, and people would get friendlier.

U KNOW THE ANSWER ? Because everyone is so goddamn selfish. And If there was no money, they would NOT ever work... THEY WANT THE MONEY FOR THEMSELVES. NOBODY WOULD WANT TO WORK FOR ANOTHER PERSON. Thats why a great mind like Karl Marx could not put his plans into progress and achieve fruitful results.

THIS WORLD IS COMING OUT TO BE THE BIGGEST DISASTERPIECE.

IM WAITING FOR 2012 guys...

Something useful

In response to last post as a useful reminder to update my blog x) I shall.

Happy cny everyone. I cut my hair, its so short, stupid barber probably doesnt understand english. Im so pissed off. Yesterday, I went to friends house to play. Drank like mad nonstop, Johnny walker's green label and Chivas 12 year. and 1 glass of bailey's irish cream, WHICH DISGUSTED ME SO MUCH. It looks like vomit, tastes so sweet and creamy and alchohol-ish, its like mixing cake and lor mee or something ... I never wanna see it ever again.

Had a stomach ache that night. ugh. something I ate ? i dunno.

anyway current status : came back from eating ichiban sushi, bursting full >.<

plans : go and have prosti reunion dinner with friends

haha, I MADE SOMETHING USEFUL OF THIS BLOG ! TAKE THAT ALVIN KANG WEN TAT ! rawr

YOUR/THIS BLOG IS DEAD LOL.
DO SOMETHING USEFUL TO IT NOW. LOL

Maude

kk. New workplace. Same old job. Maude Road.

I kinda miss the old workplace, the place is kinda made-of-wood interier and small and cosy. Only got 4 people in my area. The toilet got problem always wind really strong and blow door half open.(lucky got double lock)

the old workplace pantry had a sign " PRATS ! I MEAN IT !" on the glass and wood door. I dint really understand what it meant... UNTIL I CLOSED THE DOOR ( mind you the wind there was REALLY REALLY MEGA STRONG ). PRAAATSSSSSS !!!

Well the new place is kinda cement look everywhere. dunno if they are going to paint it. cos it looks like its still under construction.

Today was kinda screwed up. See Joash called this guy called "Chao Chao Kee" and had food in his mouth. So he thought name was kinda funny and started laughing >.< WHEN THE GUY WAS ON THE LINE! he laughed as he said "hello is thissss.... chaao hahahaha" then he just HANGED UP ! MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD. HE HANGED UP AFTER LAUGHING AT A GUY !

slacked at Potong with bren and esvaran after that haha x____x

job woes

zzz damn sian. blogging at home during job hours. Office is shifting so I brought work home. In case u guys still dun know, I got a telephone job calling up members of Guinness. x____x Some of these people in Singapore are so MEGA irritating can !

so all i have to do is call them and ask them if they still stay at [INSERT ADDRESS HERE ] and then ask them if they still have the membership card .____.

some of them, will just say " no no cant talk right now im busy " WHEN THEY JUST HAVE TO SAY " YEA I STILL HAVE THE CARD " AND FINISH THE BLUDDY CONVERSATION !

or some of them will talk all the way until i ask them if they have the card and they tell me " EH im overseas and inconvienient to talk right now." <- isnt that harder to say then " yea card still have x) "

some of them will pick up and i will say " hello is this [ INSERT NAME HERE] " they will scream back in the phone " HAAAAAH ? "... " hello is this [name forementioned ]" .... " HAAAAAAHHH ?"
x( " SORRY WRONG NUMBER AHHH ! " ear pain luhh zzz

Some of them even just pick up and put down. so basic courtesy is to call back in case they put down by accident, in the end they pick up and spam keytones at me ! ear painnnnnnn !

there even got some that take down all my information as precautionary measure ! all i want to know is if your address changed bitch ! :3

simple job made hard by kiasu singaporeans ! please la.

Octavarium

Hi. As you would know from my previous post that I bought Octavarium. I have to say its probably a great album to add to anyones collection. Adding to Dream Theater's artistic outlook is the use of the Golden Ratio in the album in entirety.

Beautiful album art is accompanied by the exciting timings of songs. Great songs hail from this album like "These Walls", giving a less progressive and more structured song with really desirable chords and lovely bright keyboards from Jordan Rudess. "Panic Attack" is a heavy sounding, facemelting song, starting with the high trebble sounds of the bright bass solo by John Myung, and polished with those Dream Theater-esque awkward timings which sound "in time".

Overall, Dream Theater's 8th Studio album puts stars on its ratings.

5/5

CCA DISPLAY and events thereafter in the near future. (which because I am writing means its in the near past).

haha CCA display day was really slack. Came to school extremely late. Had O level results post mortems with Gordon Goh and Koh Yong Mong ( who quite nice just gave PEN). Went to our booth, next to toilet, and started to make some extremely lame speeches on why you should join PA club. >.< all the skits to do. People were watching and video taping. MEGA WEIRD ! The skit was kinda like last years , cheapskate-ads-esque. complete with lousy acting of trying to act lousy but really noob, which is on purpose. ( if you know what I mean, because I don't.)

Finish CCA display and went to New Cathay, where Gramophone was having a clearance sale. AWESOME. I have my hands on Dream Theater's Octavarium and Lacuna Coil's Karmacode. Two really great albums from great bands. Went to Dhoby exchange to eat at Just Acia... x) nice place, free flow drinks and icecream .____. ate so much before going over to Nic Chen's birthday mega-palooza down at Costa.

Stayed up all night dancing. when everyone was asleep, we just sat there at this resting area, and talked about zombies. Suddenly, creepy aura and vibes were tingling. Shadows were dancing behind our backs and everyone can feel pressured and heightened senses. SOMETHING WAS AROUND. Esvaran was looking somewhere behind me, I just feel some evil shadow behind, but all just continue talking. At 6am we walked to Macs to sit down and discussed. Everyone then said " yea there quite scary got something there behind us."

Went home slowly after that. Injuries sustained : deep mega cut from running and scraping on Stone bench.

O level results

Hi guys. Today was the O level results release date. Well kinda sucked. Was quite scary. Here is my scores

English C5
Maths A2
A. Maths A1
C.Science A1
DnT A2
C.humanities B3
Chinese D7

zzz.. chinese, no choice, no reaction. English was a big sad shocker... It pulled me down really badly. I can't stand seeing the C5. What pissed me off the most was the DnT, backstabbing to the max. 1 point that i could have received that could have led me over the bridge to the JC.

L1R5 is 14
L1R4 is 11

CCA points A1 = 2 points cut

missed St. Andrews by 1 point. affiliation and CCA got me to 10, admission criteria was 9 ...

Mrs Charles (principal) told me not to worry, if I couldn't get in, she would see if she can help. quite nice can.

Went to eat buffet after results at Spamming Sengkang Sakae Sushi... ate like mad. Cleared plates after plates. pictures some other time. Really tired.

slacking at Ak house

zzz im slacking at Alvin's house now. quite bored haha, just cut my hair thinner.

Not much difference, but it feels like a GREAT load has been lifted.

Just before that, went to meet our new vocalist, Averia. quite a nice person

Now just going to SLACK !

pwn you on the cliff by the sea

Today just slacked at cineleisure waiting for those who are coming. Esvaran, Bren and Ak. Ak was supposed to meet vanessa while I find esvaran and bren. Well I came 1 hour early because im so blurrr... >.<

HAHA so anyway in the end i went to find ak and we met to buy tix. Had to buy 7pm tix because 4pm was Fully Sold OUT, 5pm was Filling Fast, 7 pm was also filling fast. and by the time we bought the tickets, 5pm Sold OUT. shocking, for such a show like ponyo.

Time till 7pm was spent eating at the Subway, had a footlong with Ak that cost $17... extras of the main meat, and fully maxed out with the "WORKS" ! Sandwich was about to EXPLODE. then went outside to take picture with the pirates and slurpie x____x lame. just gave tired face.

went up to the extremely expensive E2Max to go slack around and watch people play... so lucky, found empty comps with 43mins left, and owners NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! just had to play Left 4 Dead. Called Ak and ask him to come up NOW. Started playing, killed a lot. BURSTING FUN! really nice zombie models and everything doesn't occur twice since the game is controlled by an All seeing AI model called the " DIRECTOR ". This means the game is controlled by him to give music and zombie hordes from totally different directions flooding into the room, item spawns and Boss Monsters. I attacked 2 witches. =x fun scary

Watch ponyo after session ended. Desirable man ! show was great.

ugh

work..

ughh

ughhhhhh

full time ughhh